met up with the usuals at dover and headed for FMA. for this paper, i.am.so.dead.
at the moment i calculated my taxation expense, i knew it. i've got it wrong. the thing is, the parts of the questions are ALL interrelated. damn. i guess some of my journal entries are wrong too.
but whatever, i couldn't care anymore then as there wasn't much time left if i want to edit it. what a paper.

anyway, after the paper, bused to dar's house for lunch, slacked as usual, watching tv. wanted to go for waxing but dar did not have any entertainment, which meant psp, so, went to westmall and walked around. had some ice cream and met up with iris, jeremy and frank. miss them to bits!=)
i seriously love DBA 07! tee hee.
frank left after awhile, complaing that he's tired when he slept much earlier than us and waking up later than us. LOL! iris and i went off to watsons to get some cream stuff, leaving dar and jeremy sitting at udders. haha!
spent a little at the arcade. was walking with iris and having our little 'lesbian' stroll. don't get the wrong idea. iris and i make a great lesbian couple! but we're not, obviously. haha! we'll always be hugging and pretending to be kissing and dar will always try to push our heads. haha! if people didn't know us, they will think we're a couple. LOL!
okay, anyway, iris and i were walking together, and since both of us are such BLUR queens, dar and jeremy walked in another direction. iris and i only found out after some time! haha! we had such a hard time 'chasing' the boys lah!must be all dar's stupid idea. haha!
when four of us are together, the boys will ALWAYS be bullying us girls. haha! get suaned until we dieXD then iris and i will be hugging each other and 'crying'. haha.
dar accompanied me home after that. i love sleeping in his arms! feels so comfy and safe=)
mr on thurs and i'm SO done with mst. yay!=)

had my QA today. well, it was okay. actually, it was really easy but somehow, it just okay for me. shan't elaborate. it'll just make me feel upset. lol. stupid question>.<
anyway, met up with dar, kenneth, katlyn, luchella at dover. supposedly to meet dar and kenneth but saw the rest and had to teach kat seomthing about the iso line thingy. tee hee.
after the test, accompanied dar for dinner at thomson cc and homed=)
omg. fma tomorrow! one paper down and 2 more to go=)

2 more days until i see baby again! i'm missing him so, so much. have not seen him for like, almost a week! tee hee. and also, MST!

anyway, Micheal Jackson passed on yesterday. it's such a pity. he's a legend and possesses great talent; a music icon, in fact.
RIP.

omg. countdown to mst : 3 more days.

seriously, i need to solve this insomnia thingy. i can't have this shit happening to me everyday, especially when mst is coming up. oh my..
and whenever it gets to me, i'll just lie on my bed, and some stuff just kept flowing into my mind. and i kept thinking about them. sometimes, i do feel that i'm just no good enough. well, not just in the studies aspect. but also, in relationships.
no worries, there's nothing wrong with my dar and i. i'm just becoming emo when i can't fall asleep. don't know why either, it just gets to me. in certain ways, i just feel inferior. in one way or another, i could not help it. i don't want to BE this way either.

for example, one simple thing, jealousy. i'm kinda sensitive when it concerns some people. we can be VERY good friends, sisters in a way. but, for some reason, jealously comes, of course, with dar involved. it's not really his problem. more of mine. lol. but i love to have her around. we can just laugh and talk loudly like nobody's business. being silly at the same time too.
there are some other stuff too, which i don't really want to say it. i'll just keep it to myself. me and me only=)

i guess i'm just being emo here. i'm thinking too much. sometimes, i'll just cry till i fall asleep.

okay, i NEED to kick this insomnia away. or else, i'm going to be emo forever. lol.

anyway, thanks dar, for everything. and the chat=)
feeling so much better. although i might still think about it later when to get to my bed. haha. but talking to you did a great deal of help.
i know you'll love me no matter what, for who i am, and i will love you always too=)
i miss you<3

it's the 23 june today, which means, 5 more days to go before my first paper. omg. i have been doing some hardcore studying these few days. hmm.. okay, not really hardcore, still finding some excuses for myself to slack once in awhile. not always. which is a good thing. i guess?
since i needn't do much studying today, i went over to my aunt's house to 'work'. just helping her wrap some bags and stuff and she'll pay meXD
i had my topics-to-study all planned properly, so, i'm somehow studying ahead of time.
monday would be my first paper; QA.
tuesday would be FMA and lastly, thurs, MR, which would be the killer one. there's like so much stuff to memorise. oh my.. have been spending quite some time on it already. anyway, i'm done with QA and FMA, just left with some theory which i will get to it later because, i have a VERY bad memory. LOL. haha.
pimples are already popping out and i'm having some insomia these days. i took like one over hour just to fall asleep. if this insomia gets to me the day before the test, i am SO dead. the tendency for me to be careless will be higher. gosh.
now, for some reason which i don't know what, my ankle is hurting.>.<
oh yeah, i finally overcame my 'fear' and bought it. yay! it's like, finally. haha!
dar wanted to go vivo this sat to get this bubblegum sweet. haha. but we need to study. aww.. next sat then!=)
i guess i won't be seeing much of dar this week. or maybe not at all due to all the studying. dar is chiong-ing for mst too. let's jiayou together!=)
i miss you<3

happy 7th months again!=)
met up with dar at my house around 11 plus and headed to town! had ajisen at taka coz he has a 50 dollar voucher and he decided to use it. tee hee. after lunch, we were so, so full! normally, our bill at ajisen would only be 30 over bucks but this time, obviously we had to make full use of the 50 dollar voucher. so, we ordered more ala carte dishes. it was yummy!=)
walked over to shaw house to catch ghost of girlfriends past. before that, we had some time, so we walked over to far east and i got another bikini! another design and it's turqouise!XD
wanted to get something for quan but i kept hesitating there, in the end, we spent quite some time in the shop without buying anything. LOL. kinda retarded. anyway, it's just between us. haha!
strolled around before heading back to shaw house. bused back to my house after the movie because he has some family dinner; father's day. tee hee. as it was still early, we sat around and chit chatted till around 6 plus. his dad asked me to join them for dinner but my mom has already cooked, so homed instead. hehe.
i really had a great time. actually, i'm always having an enjoyable time whenever i'm with you=)
oh yeah. something happened which REALLY startled me. LOL. as we were walking to far east, some guy suddenly groped me. wth! actually, he didn't really. just near there. i think it was accidental. but it really did scare me. it was like so sudden. anyway, of course, i told dar and he kept staring at the guy and the guy looked kinda scared. LOL. after a min or so, dar asked me if i want him to whack that guy, since that guy was still there. i was like, NO!! because, i really think it was accidental. so, better not.plus, it was an indian. and dar said, because he's indian, so all the more he should whack. LOL!! omg. super racist. wth. haha!! well, it was really sweet and nice of dar=) erm. okay, i think any bf would have done that. but i just felt that it was really cute of dar. hahaXD at least, he did asked me before he really whacked him. which, i feel it's a good thing. hehe.

the birthday girl!
not the birthday girl. LOL. i kinda like his hair too!XD






had our 4e4 bbq yesterday! it was held at lionel's condo.
supposed to meet wanr and mandy at my house but mandy wanted me to accompany her to get nesty's birthday cake. so, met up with them at j8 at 5 and trained to lionel's condo. we were so engrossed in our chats that me missed the yio chu kang station, so, alighted at khatib instead.
it was kinda boring at first. mandy, wanr and i were in our own world, chatting among ourselves and talked a lil with the others too. not much stuff. moon-tanned, played with the swings. haha.
anyway, wanr left around 9.15. most of the girls had left early too.
nesty, the birthday girl, finally came around 8 plus. wanted to surprise her but she saw somehow. haha! it was really funny.
well, after wanr left, played the drinking game with boris, martin,mellisa, si hao and some other guys. i forgotXD
after some time, the vodka finished and had to wait for some guy to bring over. but it'll be too late. so, headed home with mandy around 10.30.
was talking to dar while walking home. tee hee. he kept saying i was drunk just because i walked the wrong way. zzz. stupid. HAHA! it was just my normal self. blur queenXDD
will be seeing dar tomorrow! yay! 7 mths!=)
anyway, have been sleeping late and waking up early these few days. i'm so tired>.< and i really need some hardcore studying! slept at 2 last night just to watch absolute boyfriendXD the guy's so cute! tee hee.

i'm dead beat. oh my. i slept at 2am last night just to complete my draft report for RWPS and, of course, it's finally done!
woke up at 9, did some chores and prepared to meet dar at the shop again. this time, is to accompany him because he's alone there. anyway, took a bus from woodlands to the shop, at that point of time, i was really afraid that i would miss the stop. LOL.
luckily, i did not. haha! manage to find my way around. reached around 1 plus. studied and watched prison break at the same time. however, i was concentrating more on the tv rather than my lecture notes. HAHA! the show was really exciting that i could not keep my eyes of it. tee hee.
stayed till 8pm when he's closing shop and sent me home. thanks dar. despite being so, so tired. you're the best! i love you. and never will i leave you<3

just another short day. omg. i slept at 1 plus am last night and i had to drag myself out of bed at 8. LOL.
prepared and went over to the shop at woodlands to look for dar at around 10.30. bused to bishan, took a train to woodlands and got on a taxi to the shop. actually, i was supposed to take a bus there but dar didn't know how to explain how to get there so, took a taxi instead. the worst thing is, the driver NEARLY did not know how to get to blk 6A. he had to flip the directory and still could not find. so, alighted at 5A and walked there. was not very far actually. tee hee.
managed to get through rwps report but still left some chunk of it not done. gosh.. i nearly died. haha. anyway, watch prison break with him and his sis while doing and dar had to keep turning my head back to my laptop. HAHA! he's so cute.
bought lunch back to the shop. got chicken noodles WITH gravy. however, by the time i reached the shop, it became gravy-LESS. haha! somehow, it kinda 'spilt' out. i guess there's a hole at the bottom of the box? haha.
homed around 4 plus=)
going down again tomorrow to accompany dar! yay! coz his sis had to go for an interview and he will be alone there. tee hee. i'm so nice! HAHA! jokingXD
study study!!

finally, i get to see my dar! it felt like years to me without seeing him. i really missed him so, so much=)
well, initially, we were supposed to meet at westmall for lunch before heading to the library to do our rwps report. however, had a change of plans and met up at his house around 12 pm.
and we started watching tv. haha! then, ordered sarpino pizza. while waiting, tv-ed again! we didn't know that it took such a long time, like an hour. only after we finished eating, then started on our report.
and guess what? i did like, only, the purpose, scope, methodology and background. there, i'm stuck!>.<
for dar, he's worst! he only wrote ONE sentence and started to drift from it to tv. haha!
dilly-dallied and afterwhich, bused to westmall and go to do my waxing! cool! haha.
dar had to even wait outside for me but it just took minutes=)
dar accompanied me home after that and he got to sample my mom's cake! haha.
there's 4e4 class gathering on 19 june. hope ama can make it! tee hee.
i'm. so. missing. my. dar>.<

headed to westmall instead of causeway because dar wanted to play bball. LOL.
anyway, met up with him for lunch and then walked over to the bball court and watch him play with the sora members. haha.
i love watching him play!! although he's so roughXD but i love it. tee hee=)
left at 3 and bused to bishan to meet up with wanrong to get her slippers. walked around a lil and homed=)
just a short day.
i wanna keep hugging you and never let go<3

i'm so bored, bored, BORED!
lol. i'm being random. anyway, i'm really rotting here like nobody's business.
red came yesterday, making me so moodless. even to study. i have to literally force myself to practice my QA. gosh. maybe i shall study again later, in awhile.

will be meeting dar tomorrow! yay!! but just for lunch because he's helping his mom out at the woodlands outlet. afterwhich, will head back to bishan to accompany wanr to get some stuff=)
oh yeah. we finally found a day to meet up with AYBIN!! but.. stupid aybin FORGOT the date and she made other plans. zzz..
lili, ping and i were like, wth!! LOL. HAHA!! blur aybin. since primary school. have not met her since don't know when, maybe for5 years already? miss her!=) and of course, lili and ping too! tee hee.

however, i definitely miss my quan SO, SO much! i'm going so crazy. even lionel said soXDD
i miss everything about him! especially his hugs.
lets have a kp outing soon alright?! =)

pretty mundane life for the past few days. just some fever, and that's all.
anyway, i finally got to rebond my hair!! went to the salon in the morning with my sis and headed back home around 2 plus.
got home and started preparing to go out to meet my precious baby!! initially, we're supposed to meet at novena at 5 pm, however, he was delayed by his job interview, with jack too. so, trained down to eunos and met up with them there instead.
after meeting up, we trained towards pasir ris and I WAS SO BLUR LAH! stupid dar and jack ganged up and bullied me>.<
i didnt know we were going to tampines, so, during the ride, i thought we took the wrong train and i told them. both of them pretending that they really took the wrong train and stuff, make me made a fool out of myself. wth. LOL. irritating people. HAHA!
walked around aimlessly in tampines as we were still not hungry. afterwhich, we then went thai express for dinner! jack was saying some really lame but very funny stuff. one of them even include walking out without paying. LOL!! haha!
walked around a little while more before going back. dar accompanied me home after that=)
i really, really missed my baby so so much!!! huggies!!! tee hee.
dar, i really love u so, so much. no words can express how much<3

omg. i'm having fever, fever, fever!!
started to feel unwell since yesterday afternoon. actually, it was on friday, had a very bad sore throat after i got home. a little running nose in the afternoon. during lunch with my family, started to feel cold when the air con isn't very strong. got tired easily and stuff, a tiny bit of giddyness.
when i got home at night, i then found out that my temperature was actually 38.8. lol>.<
and i slept through the night sweating like a pig. gosh.
anyway, feeling much better. dar even wanted to come over to cook porridge for me. haha. aww.. that's so sweet=)

decided to skip uccd with dar today. so, met up with him at his house around 10 and slacked awhile before leaving for school to attend our QA lecture. afterwhich, we pon-ed the whole day's lectures.
firstly, bused to westmall to collect our contact lenses and we passed by a 'spa' shop. it provides facial, spa, waxing and other services. i was intending to get waxing some other day. when i have enough money. moreover, it's quite cheap too! cool! haha. dar shall accompany me. ok?XDD
headed to tanjhong pagar for malay food! it was quite tasty and VERY filling. cost about 20 bucks? including drinks. actually, it's quite cheap for the amount that they gave=)
bused back to bukit batok. wanted to go west coast for cycling but changed our minds to bowling instead. fist tinme playing bowling! and my nails broke. zz.. it was fun and irritating at the same time because my ball kept going into the drain. LOL.
anyway, after our bowling session, this time, got back to the previous decision to cycle, so bused to to west coast. however, after walking and playing along the way at the same time, we still could not find the rental shop. LOL. omg. we were so thirsty and we did not even come across a single vending machine or whatsoever. we nearly died from dehydration and thirst. haha!
then, we gave up that idea and headed back to dar's house for dinner. cooked maggie mee and added some wanton made by his mom. yummy! watched good luck chuck on HBO and slacked a lil while, watching pokemon too. HAHA! dar accompanied me home after that=)
thanks dar for helping me pay for the things we did today=) because i forgot to bring extra cash and i'm so broke right now.
i love you my darling<3

had our FMA lesson. luckily, benson, the sticker guy(that's what quan calls him. haha.), came over to sp in time to get our poster up for our lighted wall in time. phew!

we were really in a rush and busy, that we even had to rush through our lunch. getting the poster up, cutting the leftovers, settling the stupid casing for macbook as it kept slipping. geez.

colouring the outline of dar's picture, kathlyn moving the risers here and there as it looked kinda plain on the other side. also, hung our acrylic poster. omg. dar's so cute! actually, it was okay, just that we had to cut out the leftover fishing line. however, my very cute dar cut it too close to the knot by accident and the whole thing fell! so, obviously, we had to re-tie it. haha! alfi finally came after some time and helped us cut out the poster so dar could handle the casing. omg. it was rush, rush, rush. tee hee.

finally done with it and i was critique time! our RC tutor is like, zzz.. SHE gave us the idea for the picture for the lighted wall. the posing and everything. BUT, it turned out that, she was being ironic, fancy saying luchella's group did better in some sense, which translate the young and trendiness of apple, when they did not actually heed her advice. we listened to her, but in the end, she found their's better. WTH LAH!

okay, i'm not saying luchella's group is not good. in fact, i personally feel that their's is MUCH better than ours. the problem lies with the tutor and not them. sheesh. anyway, good job to luchella's group! they really did well. muacks!=)

kudos to my group too! finally completed it. anyway, we did well too. at least we gave it all=) muacks too! tee hee.

had our MR lecture. dar came over to my house for dinner again! yay! my mom bought mac and invited him=)

LOL. BOTH OF THEM GANG UP AND BULLY ME!!!>.<

talk bad bout me sia. irritating mom and stupid dar. HAHA. but it was really hilarious. i meant, the stuff they we talking bout me. me, being picky in my food. LOL. ah bish! haha.

dar, in the end, had to go home for dinner too. HAHA!! so, he'll need to eatr 2 meals! haha! aww.. poor dar=)

dar came over to my house to meet me yesterday. aww.. that's nice=)
anyway, had our RC lesson and skipped uccd to do our acrylic poster thingy with dar at the retail studio and slacked too. afterwhich, dar had to go off at 11.45 for some stuff. while waiting for dar, met up with jek and rest and hung our poster after dar came back. it ended quite early.
our picture of our lighted wall some problems with the resolution and had to do some editing. lol.
went off for our i vision test. the test was really easy lah! we finished it in minutes and bused to vivo. dar wanted to job hunt, so, accomapanied him. however, he was wearing VERY casually, he found it a lil weird to go for a job interview with the clothes he was wearing. walked around and slacked. haha.
he had carl's junior for dinner and ate onion rings! yay! dar accomapnied me home after that=)
dar drooled on the way home on the bus! eeks! HAHA. aww.. he's soooo cute!XD
muacks<3