Friday, November 30, 2007
sk and i went to jalan pemimpin yesterday.there was a job offer that we saw in the newspapers.the uncle hired us immediately,however,the pay was..erm..quite little.we were supposed to wrap hampers and we were only paid a dollar plus just to wrap one.we calculated that it was rather little,so we went northpoint to look for mandy,wanrong and arthur,also at the same time,look out for some jobs.we had our lunch with wanrong and mandy.
my mom gave me 'problems'.AGAIN.it had me caught in between my mom and sk.
i'm really feel bad towards sk coz i kept delaying him from finding a job coz of my stupid mom.if it wasn't for me,he would have alredy gotten a job instead of being here with me stuck in a mess.arghh..i really dislike myself for being like this.i really do not want to keep delaying him.i feel soso bad about it.and rather guilty too.i really want all this stupid mess to stop or else i might end up hurting people like my mom or sk,which i seriously do not want that to happen.
arghhh..i really hope that we can get a job on mon.and my stupid 'camp' thingy is also another stupid problem that caused all these mess.jeez.i really hate this.
and i want it to STOP!!
i do not want to keep getting sk stuck in this stupid fiasco.coz i can really see that he needed a job urgently.and i'm also desperate for one.
i know that he doesn't blame me for all these,but i do not now what to say except sorry and thanks.
*terribly sorry for getting you stuck in all these.and thanks for waiting for me and not blaming me.i really didn't know things will turn out this way.i'm sorry.
my mom gave me 'problems'.AGAIN.it had me caught in between my mom and sk.
i'm really feel bad towards sk coz i kept delaying him from finding a job coz of my stupid mom.if it wasn't for me,he would have alredy gotten a job instead of being here with me stuck in a mess.arghh..i really dislike myself for being like this.i really do not want to keep delaying him.i feel soso bad about it.and rather guilty too.i really want all this stupid mess to stop or else i might end up hurting people like my mom or sk,which i seriously do not want that to happen.
arghhh..i really hope that we can get a job on mon.and my stupid 'camp' thingy is also another stupid problem that caused all these mess.jeez.i really hate this.
and i want it to STOP!!
i do not want to keep getting sk stuck in this stupid fiasco.coz i can really see that he needed a job urgently.and i'm also desperate for one.
i know that he doesn't blame me for all these,but i do not now what to say except sorry and thanks.
*terribly sorry for getting you stuck in all these.and thanks for waiting for me and not blaming me.i really didn't know things will turn out this way.i'm sorry.
what we could have been, 10:35 PM.
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
i was given a job offer and i think it was rather ridiculous.i don't mean that the job was ridiculous,i meant the consultant.
what's the use of asking which is my nearest mrt station and what kinda job im interested in when i was given an offer of admin in marsiling!!omg.jeez..
it gave me some trouble trying to back out when i've given my word.
i know that it's not very nice but it's really so damn far.well,for me.
anyway,sk and i decided not to rot and keep waiting for their call,so,tomorrow sk and i will go job hunting again and at the same time wait for their call rather than rotting at home.
haha.
because of that stupid offer,it made sk kinda vex.i'm so sorry!!hehe.
he,again,was there for me!!muacks!!heh heh.it seems that i'm always the one who is the damsel in distress.haha!!
*lotsa muackies!!
what's the use of asking which is my nearest mrt station and what kinda job im interested in when i was given an offer of admin in marsiling!!omg.jeez..
it gave me some trouble trying to back out when i've given my word.
i know that it's not very nice but it's really so damn far.well,for me.
anyway,sk and i decided not to rot and keep waiting for their call,so,tomorrow sk and i will go job hunting again and at the same time wait for their call rather than rotting at home.
haha.
because of that stupid offer,it made sk kinda vex.i'm so sorry!!hehe.
he,again,was there for me!!muacks!!heh heh.it seems that i'm always the one who is the damsel in distress.haha!!
*lotsa muackies!!
what we could have been, 6:55 PM.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
sk and i went to recruit express around 11.30 in the late morning.at first,we went to the 12th floor but there were quite a number of ppl so,we went to the 11th floor and we waited quite awhile before someone came to help us.sk and i were really cute.haha.coz,in the room with the consultant,i forgot my door no and i can't remember my own house tel.sk had to help me fill up my tel for me.HAHA.i think the consultant looked rather..erm..shocked?haha.i was there trying to hide my laughter but i ended up giggling.HAHA.
afterwhich,we walked around taka,then,walked to lotsa places.i can't really remember.i just know that we practically did not have any sense of direction,but i think i'm worse.haha.
we wanted to go to heeren but we didn't know which way to walk,so,we took a train to somerset.after we dropped off,we realised that heeren was just round the corner from where we were before we took the train down.LOL.haha.
anyway,our legs were really tired.we combed almost the whole orchard.after we got off the train,we went to heeren,then we just walked aimlessly till plaza sing.omg.our legs were really in the process of breaking.haha.
something really unpleasent happened last night.well,it wasn't really THAT unpleasent,but i just hate it.i don't wish to talk 'bout it lest it makes my blood boils.anyway,if it wasn't for sk,i think i would still be miserable,stil at lost.sk was there for me last night.i mean,not literally.we talked over the phone.he was there trying to help me and cheer me up,giving me advice and some plans to overcome the stupid thingy that happened.he was simply great.i mean,i don't think i will ever find anyone as good as him.he is the best ever and makes me love him deeper.
i could really sense how much he cares.he may appear like calm and looks..erm..fierce?but well,he really cares about the people around him and what is happening.haha.
he's just great!haha.and i love him to bits!!
*i will definitely be there for you whenever you need me!!promise!=))
and thx lots for being there.sorry too,coz i waked you up in the middle of ur sleep.haha.
lotsa hugs and kisses!muacks.
afterwhich,we walked around taka,then,walked to lotsa places.i can't really remember.i just know that we practically did not have any sense of direction,but i think i'm worse.haha.
we wanted to go to heeren but we didn't know which way to walk,so,we took a train to somerset.after we dropped off,we realised that heeren was just round the corner from where we were before we took the train down.LOL.haha.
anyway,our legs were really tired.we combed almost the whole orchard.after we got off the train,we went to heeren,then we just walked aimlessly till plaza sing.omg.our legs were really in the process of breaking.haha.
something really unpleasent happened last night.well,it wasn't really THAT unpleasent,but i just hate it.i don't wish to talk 'bout it lest it makes my blood boils.anyway,if it wasn't for sk,i think i would still be miserable,stil at lost.sk was there for me last night.i mean,not literally.we talked over the phone.he was there trying to help me and cheer me up,giving me advice and some plans to overcome the stupid thingy that happened.he was simply great.i mean,i don't think i will ever find anyone as good as him.he is the best ever and makes me love him deeper.
i could really sense how much he cares.he may appear like calm and looks..erm..fierce?but well,he really cares about the people around him and what is happening.haha.
he's just great!haha.and i love him to bits!!
*i will definitely be there for you whenever you need me!!promise!=))
and thx lots for being there.sorry too,coz i waked you up in the middle of ur sleep.haha.
lotsa hugs and kisses!muacks.
what we could have been, 6:42 PM.
Saturday, November 24, 2007
ahhhh!!!i seriously need a job!!!omg.the manager hasn't called so i doubt we'll get that job.arghh..
anyway,yesterday,i went out with my mom,sis and 2 other cousins.haha.and i watched 'enchanted'.AGAIN.haha.but it's nice.hehe
sk was at home 'hibernating'.haha.he's really tired so i guess he should take a good rest and look for a job again next week.i really really hope we could get a next monday at orchard or whatever places we are going to.most of the people we know had already started work except some of us!!i want a job asap!!
haha.
mandy said sth about going to recruit express to as them to look for one.i shall discuss with sk bout it.hehe.
my parents are in johore now,leaving my sis and i at home to rot.
tee hee.
anyway,yesterday,i went out with my mom,sis and 2 other cousins.haha.and i watched 'enchanted'.AGAIN.haha.but it's nice.hehe
sk was at home 'hibernating'.haha.he's really tired so i guess he should take a good rest and look for a job again next week.i really really hope we could get a next monday at orchard or whatever places we are going to.most of the people we know had already started work except some of us!!i want a job asap!!
haha.
mandy said sth about going to recruit express to as them to look for one.i shall discuss with sk bout it.hehe.
my parents are in johore now,leaving my sis and i at home to rot.
tee hee.
what we could have been, 9:21 PM.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
OMGGGGGGGG!!sk and i still have not found a job!!this is SO pathetic.haha.
we went marina,suntec and raffles city to look for it.we went for a walk in interview and i really really hope that the manager calls us.arghhhh.
this is so irritating.haha.
we were suppose to walk around suntec to look for a job,however,instead,we went to catch a movie.HAHA.
we watched 'enchanted'.it was nice and very fairytale-ish.BUT I LOVE IT!haha.
i love fairytale-ish shows.haha.
well,job hunting with sk again tml!!
*lotsa tickles!
we went marina,suntec and raffles city to look for it.we went for a walk in interview and i really really hope that the manager calls us.arghhhh.
this is so irritating.haha.
we were suppose to walk around suntec to look for a job,however,instead,we went to catch a movie.HAHA.
we watched 'enchanted'.it was nice and very fairytale-ish.BUT I LOVE IT!haha.
i love fairytale-ish shows.haha.
well,job hunting with sk again tml!!
*lotsa tickles!
what we could have been, 3:54 AM.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
i saw mandy yesterday!!while i was walking down the stairs to wait for the train in bishan.guess what?we ganged up to play a trick on ama and wanrong.
haha.
mandy was on her way to tpy to look for wanr and ama,afterwhich,they will head off to east coast park for the class bbq.
i waited with her since we are taking the same train throughout except that i will drop off at aljunied and they will stop at bedok.
ama and wanrong somehow fell for our trick?haha.we tricked them that i was going for bbq but instead,i was suppose to look for sk.
tee hee.
anyway,i went to sk's house and it was his turn to cook noodles for me.haha.i think the noodles were delicious!!!haha.
we then head off to bugis to look for jobs.we planned to work in the same shopping mall but different shops.it would be better if we could work together in the same store.
we could not find any jobs that we were interested in.
we took a train to central and i found one but my mom called to give me some unnecessary problems,which turned out to be nothing much to worry about.it was a misunderstanding and i jumped into conclusions.
silly me.tee hee.
we combed the whole building a few times and our legs nearly broke apart from our body.
we were really tired.haha.
we went home after looking around in central coz we could no longer walk any further.our legs were in the process of giving way.
haha.
and....YESTERDAY WAS OUR 7 MTH!!haha.
this 7th mth would be special coz instead of celebrating,we looked for jobs.haha.
sk and i will be meeting up again tomorrow to look around for jobs.
hehe.
*muackies!!
haha.
mandy was on her way to tpy to look for wanr and ama,afterwhich,they will head off to east coast park for the class bbq.
i waited with her since we are taking the same train throughout except that i will drop off at aljunied and they will stop at bedok.
ama and wanrong somehow fell for our trick?haha.we tricked them that i was going for bbq but instead,i was suppose to look for sk.
tee hee.
anyway,i went to sk's house and it was his turn to cook noodles for me.haha.i think the noodles were delicious!!!haha.
we then head off to bugis to look for jobs.we planned to work in the same shopping mall but different shops.it would be better if we could work together in the same store.
we could not find any jobs that we were interested in.
we took a train to central and i found one but my mom called to give me some unnecessary problems,which turned out to be nothing much to worry about.it was a misunderstanding and i jumped into conclusions.
silly me.tee hee.
we combed the whole building a few times and our legs nearly broke apart from our body.
we were really tired.haha.
we went home after looking around in central coz we could no longer walk any further.our legs were in the process of giving way.
haha.
and....YESTERDAY WAS OUR 7 MTH!!haha.
this 7th mth would be special coz instead of celebrating,we looked for jobs.haha.
sk and i will be meeting up again tomorrow to look around for jobs.
hehe.
*muackies!!
what we could have been, 12:16 AM.
Monday, November 19, 2007
i went to thomson plaza with my mom and sis.i bought a new pair or jeans!!but i want a jeans skirt instead!!!LOL!!anyway,i'll have to work to get my skirt.i don't even think my mom would buy me a jeans skirt so,i might as well buy it myself.and after bought it,i doubt she can do anything.haha.i sound evil.haha.
i will be going to look for a job tomorrow with sk and wil not be able to go for the class bbq coz i'd already arranged before hand with sk.and mandy,pls don't kill him?haha.you can kill me instead.hehe.yeap.
nothing much to blog about except that i hope to start work asap so i can have some money coz i'm already 'bankrupt'.
tomorrow is also our 7th mth together!!COOL!!!haha.i can still remember during sec 1 and 2,sk and i weren't even on close terms,needless to say friends.haha.and now,we end up together!!and it's already the 7th month!!haha.some things turn out to be the least expected.haha.
*<3-ing you to bits
lotsa muackies and huggies!
i will be going to look for a job tomorrow with sk and wil not be able to go for the class bbq coz i'd already arranged before hand with sk.and mandy,pls don't kill him?haha.you can kill me instead.hehe.yeap.
nothing much to blog about except that i hope to start work asap so i can have some money coz i'm already 'bankrupt'.
tomorrow is also our 7th mth together!!COOL!!!haha.i can still remember during sec 1 and 2,sk and i weren't even on close terms,needless to say friends.haha.and now,we end up together!!and it's already the 7th month!!haha.some things turn out to be the least expected.haha.
*<3-ing you to bits
lotsa muackies and huggies!
what we could have been, 11:53 PM.
Friday, November 16, 2007
we had our prom yesterday!!!hehe.i went to pick wanrong up at around 3.45 pm.my mom and i helped her do her makeup and stuff,after which,we went to j8 to look for mandy and mandy's mom came to pick us up.haha.mandy's mom fetched me home after the whole thingy.hehe.anyway,we took lotsa pics!!haha.
what we could have been, 3:47 AM.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
ytd,i went out with my tutor and we shopped around till ard 2pm.she had to go off after that.
i went to sk's house today and stayed till around 1 pm.haha.after which,we took a train down to city hall and i went to look for my cap and bag for the prom.haha.we took ages just to look for a suitbale bag and FINALLY found one!!our legs were totally breaking!!haha.after which,i went to novena to collect my 'nails' and went home after that coz sk had to go to ben's house to collect the blazer.haha.
i tried doing my nails before dinner and it looked kinda fake and weird on me.the worst thing is,during dinner,i had trouble picking up the chopsticks!!!haha!!!.so,i decided to take it off and paint some transarent polish on my nails instead.haha.
well,tml,wanrong will be coming and i will b doing her makeup then,i shall meet up with sk and head for prom together!!haha.
even tough sk and i walked through the malls till our legs nearly broke apart,i still wish time will go back!!coz i really miss him lots!!haha
*lotsa muackes!
i went to sk's house today and stayed till around 1 pm.haha.after which,we took a train down to city hall and i went to look for my cap and bag for the prom.haha.we took ages just to look for a suitbale bag and FINALLY found one!!our legs were totally breaking!!haha.after which,i went to novena to collect my 'nails' and went home after that coz sk had to go to ben's house to collect the blazer.haha.
i tried doing my nails before dinner and it looked kinda fake and weird on me.the worst thing is,during dinner,i had trouble picking up the chopsticks!!!haha!!!.so,i decided to take it off and paint some transarent polish on my nails instead.haha.
well,tml,wanrong will be coming and i will b doing her makeup then,i shall meet up with sk and head for prom together!!haha.
even tough sk and i walked through the malls till our legs nearly broke apart,i still wish time will go back!!coz i really miss him lots!!haha
*lotsa muackes!
what we could have been, 4:02 AM.
Monday, November 12, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SK!!!!!!HEHE.muacks!!
YAY!!!!!!!!!I'M SO DONE WITH THE O'S!!!!!!!!!!!HAHA.
i went for lunch with sk today before our chem and phy paper.
after the 2 papers,WE ARE FINALLY FREE!!!.haha.after which,mandy,wanrong,ama and i went novena to help ama find her prom dress.we walked till around 7.ama went home,while mandy,wanrong and i went to j8 coz mandy wanted to buy her leggings and wanr and i wanted to look ard for our bags.haha.
let me tell u sth.mandy is the CUTEST and the most RIDICULOUS girl i've ever met in my life.
guess what she did?she went to citrus sox to look for her leggings and she went tp pay for it without even knowing the price!!!!!
omg.she paid $15 for it and she was so heart pain.we quickly went to ice lemon tea to see how much their leggings cost.and guess how much?$5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!jeez..IT'S TRICE THE AMOUNT!!!OMG!!.HAHA.
we went home around 7 plus and reached home nearly 8.haha.
*miss sk lots!!!*
YAY!!!!!!!!!I'M SO DONE WITH THE O'S!!!!!!!!!!!HAHA.
i went for lunch with sk today before our chem and phy paper.
after the 2 papers,WE ARE FINALLY FREE!!!.haha.after which,mandy,wanrong,ama and i went novena to help ama find her prom dress.we walked till around 7.ama went home,while mandy,wanrong and i went to j8 coz mandy wanted to buy her leggings and wanr and i wanted to look ard for our bags.haha.
let me tell u sth.mandy is the CUTEST and the most RIDICULOUS girl i've ever met in my life.
guess what she did?she went to citrus sox to look for her leggings and she went tp pay for it without even knowing the price!!!!!
omg.she paid $15 for it and she was so heart pain.we quickly went to ice lemon tea to see how much their leggings cost.and guess how much?$5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!jeez..IT'S TRICE THE AMOUNT!!!OMG!!.HAHA.
we went home around 7 plus and reached home nearly 8.haha.
*miss sk lots!!!*
what we could have been, 6:27 AM.
Friday, November 09, 2007
well,i had tuition today.my tutor was suppose to reach at around 3 pm,but instead,SHE CAME AT 4.10!!!omg.haha.
after tuition,she taught me how to go about doing my makeup and gave me advise on the stuff im matching with for my dress.haha.i managed to match everything well except my necklace so she asked if i wanted to find a day to shop around with her before my prom.she wanted to buy me a necklace as today would be her last lesson and she wanted to get me something.haha.so,i suggested on the 14,and maybe i could also ask sk to come along.haha.that would be so cool!!haha.
anyway,i changed my blogskin because its quite a nuisance to click here and there.haha.
hmmm,well,wanrong might be coming to cut her hair with me tomorrow.
i really miss my sk SOSOSO much!!!how i wish the weekends will be over soon!!haha.
lotsa huggies for my sk!hehe.
after tuition,she taught me how to go about doing my makeup and gave me advise on the stuff im matching with for my dress.haha.i managed to match everything well except my necklace so she asked if i wanted to find a day to shop around with her before my prom.she wanted to buy me a necklace as today would be her last lesson and she wanted to get me something.haha.so,i suggested on the 14,and maybe i could also ask sk to come along.haha.that would be so cool!!haha.
anyway,i changed my blogskin because its quite a nuisance to click here and there.haha.
hmmm,well,wanrong might be coming to cut her hair with me tomorrow.
i really miss my sk SOSOSO much!!!how i wish the weekends will be over soon!!haha.
lotsa huggies for my sk!hehe.
what we could have been, 9:28 PM.
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
*ahhhhhhhh!!!*
my legs are aching.i went to fareast with my mom and my sis today and we walked almost for hours without resting.the strips of my heels broke off and i had to go home and change them.luckily i was still at the void deck when i realise that it snapped.haha.
anyway,i bought my prom dress and a new pair of heels.haha.my sis and i also bought some other clothes from pmk.hehe.
at first,we went to fareast but the shop was still not open and we went to tangs,wisma and takashimaya to walk around.after which,we went bak to fareast and..THE SHOP STILL HASN'T OPEN!!!but we decided to wait for awhile more and we went to shop around for my heels.after that,i went back to the shop and it was finally open!!!haha.i was extremely delighted!!!haha.
we went back after shopping for my heels and dress.now,im left with a bag or wadeva to go with it.haha.
omg.im sosososo tired!!i need sk's shoulder!!haha.
my legs are aching.i went to fareast with my mom and my sis today and we walked almost for hours without resting.the strips of my heels broke off and i had to go home and change them.luckily i was still at the void deck when i realise that it snapped.haha.
anyway,i bought my prom dress and a new pair of heels.haha.my sis and i also bought some other clothes from pmk.hehe.
at first,we went to fareast but the shop was still not open and we went to tangs,wisma and takashimaya to walk around.after which,we went bak to fareast and..THE SHOP STILL HASN'T OPEN!!!but we decided to wait for awhile more and we went to shop around for my heels.after that,i went back to the shop and it was finally open!!!haha.i was extremely delighted!!!haha.
we went back after shopping for my heels and dress.now,im left with a bag or wadeva to go with it.haha.
omg.im sosososo tired!!i need sk's shoulder!!haha.
what we could have been, 5:55 PM.
Tuesday, November 06, 2007
i went out with sk today.at first,we were suppose to meet at bishan mrt but changed to meet at amk mrt instead coz we're going amk hub to look around for my dress and his shirt.however,in the end,we arranged to meet at the bus stop near my house and the thing is,HE'S LATE FOR HALF AN HOUR!!!haha.but i don't mind.haha.no matter how long,i'll still wait till he turns up.and i know he will.hehe.
we walked around but i didn't find anything that i fancy.so,we went to fareast plaza and we saw aqillah,jianxiang they all at long john's.
we browsed through quite a number of shops and i finally found something that i fancy!!haha.my mom will bring me to fareast again tomorrow to buy coz she will pay for me instead of me paying myself.my mom even joked about asking sk to pay for the dress for me.LOL!
anyway,afterwhich,we went to look for bags,shoes and some other stuff.sk will be going to fareast again not with me,but with his bunch of friends and i will be with my mom and sis.
around 5 plus,we went home coz he needs to go home early and moreover,he's staying at aljunied.haha.
it had been such a long time since we went shopping together.we had a really great time and even when i was kinda down,he managed to coax and cheer me up!haha.
muacks to sk!!
we walked around but i didn't find anything that i fancy.so,we went to fareast plaza and we saw aqillah,jianxiang they all at long john's.
we browsed through quite a number of shops and i finally found something that i fancy!!haha.my mom will bring me to fareast again tomorrow to buy coz she will pay for me instead of me paying myself.my mom even joked about asking sk to pay for the dress for me.LOL!
anyway,afterwhich,we went to look for bags,shoes and some other stuff.sk will be going to fareast again not with me,but with his bunch of friends and i will be with my mom and sis.
around 5 plus,we went home coz he needs to go home early and moreover,he's staying at aljunied.haha.
it had been such a long time since we went shopping together.we had a really great time and even when i was kinda down,he managed to coax and cheer me up!haha.
muacks to sk!!
what we could have been, 8:46 PM.
Sunday, November 04, 2007
AHLOHA!!!!i'm back!!!finally!!!after such a long,long time...haha.
anyway,i'm on my way to the holiday mood.i'm finally done with my o levels!!!!well,not yet.but soon.very soon.haha.
i was surged with irritation when we were told to check the number of pages for the ss paper today.omg.the topics that i studied did not even come out at all!not a single one!!!NONE!!!argh...
but i managed to get over and done with it coz i cant do anything about it.luckily,i still had some impression of the context of sustainable development or else i wont be sitting here and blogging now.i might be of somewhere lets say... in heaven?haha.i'm just joking.
well,many months had gone by.sk and i have been toegther for 6 months and we're going on to 7 months!cool!!haha.
today,after our ss,mandy,wanrong,ama and i went j8 to walk around to pass time while sk was with his gang studying away for bio.hehe.
lotsa sweets and chocs!!
anyway,i'm on my way to the holiday mood.i'm finally done with my o levels!!!!well,not yet.but soon.very soon.haha.
i was surged with irritation when we were told to check the number of pages for the ss paper today.omg.the topics that i studied did not even come out at all!not a single one!!!NONE!!!argh...
but i managed to get over and done with it coz i cant do anything about it.luckily,i still had some impression of the context of sustainable development or else i wont be sitting here and blogging now.i might be of somewhere lets say... in heaven?haha.i'm just joking.
well,many months had gone by.sk and i have been toegther for 6 months and we're going on to 7 months!cool!!haha.
today,after our ss,mandy,wanrong,ama and i went j8 to walk around to pass time while sk was with his gang studying away for bio.hehe.
lotsa sweets and chocs!!
what we could have been, 10:06 PM.
