Friday, September 29, 2006
omg!dis is SOOOOOO freaky.i went to see kok ping's blog and as u noe,his blog song is 'shi jie mo re' by jay(if im not wrong).i went in,and i heard the song WHEN MY SPEAKER IS OFF!omg.dis is damn freaky.and right now,im freaking my ass out!dis sure is scary and moreover,im alone in the room.but luckily,my radio is on,so it would more or less stop me from thinking too much.
what we could have been, 8:11 AM.
had mother tongue paper 1,2 and 3 todae.not only that,we had english oral too.the chinese paper was quite ok except i find that the time was rather rushing for paper 2.i was rushing thru the whole of paper 2 like chasing after a train.lol.but not THAT exaggerating.it's just a figure of speech.heex.
mr teh gave wanrong a higher mother tongue when she is doing express chinese.lol.wanrong said that the questions for higher mother tongue was easier.lol.
had oral at 1.15.when to eat chicken rice wit mandy,wanrong,darrel and weasley before that.but mandy,wanrong and i were the only ones eating while the guys sat there and watch us eat.haha.
while waiting for our turns to take the oral,played the scissor paper stone thingy where we hav to hit the other party's hand when they lose.played with nigel,si hao,zi ang,zi xuan,heng rui and waiyin.onx played with waiyin coz she just wanted to try playing.she won more than me but her hand was redder than mine.lol.they people whom i played with cant stand the pain when i hit them.haha.lol.weird.did i really hit THAT hard?lol.played with nigel most.haha.it was pretty fun.
i was extremely nervous when it was my turn to do the oral.it was scary.heex.
mr teh gave wanrong a higher mother tongue when she is doing express chinese.lol.wanrong said that the questions for higher mother tongue was easier.lol.
had oral at 1.15.when to eat chicken rice wit mandy,wanrong,darrel and weasley before that.but mandy,wanrong and i were the only ones eating while the guys sat there and watch us eat.haha.
while waiting for our turns to take the oral,played the scissor paper stone thingy where we hav to hit the other party's hand when they lose.played with nigel,si hao,zi ang,zi xuan,heng rui and waiyin.onx played with waiyin coz she just wanted to try playing.she won more than me but her hand was redder than mine.lol.they people whom i played with cant stand the pain when i hit them.haha.lol.weird.did i really hit THAT hard?lol.played with nigel most.haha.it was pretty fun.
i was extremely nervous when it was my turn to do the oral.it was scary.heex.
what we could have been, 3:17 AM.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
didnt go to school todae coz i had gastric when i woke up in the morning.actually,i already had gastric ytd when i came home from school.it was orh k ytd nite but it came back dis morning.duno wad was the reason to it.lol.my mom brought me to see the doctor.its much better after taking medication.and it's ok now.heex.
there's chem and a maths test todae.lol.had tuition in the afternoon.then studied after tuition.
tml is mother tongue paper alr.wow.time really flies fast!faster than wad i've imagined.pretty nervous about tml's paper.wonder how hard it would be.wish me luck for tml!heex.
it's melissa's birthdae todae!happy birthdae.hehe.
there's chem and a maths test todae.lol.had tuition in the afternoon.then studied after tuition.
tml is mother tongue paper alr.wow.time really flies fast!faster than wad i've imagined.pretty nervous about tml's paper.wonder how hard it would be.wish me luck for tml!heex.
it's melissa's birthdae todae!happy birthdae.hehe.
what we could have been, 5:05 AM.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
hmmm.nth much for todae.played table tennis and badminton during pe.mrs teo caught me for blousing on the way to the hall for assembly.she told me that my blouse was coming out and i just..erm...smiled at her?lol.i oso dunno.but anyway she asked me how am i gonna tuck in my blouse and i was thinking: "erm..hallo..y are you asking me a stupid ques?"
i dun mean to be rude or wadeva and i told her :"like that tuck in lor.."but seriously,even a retard would noe that u just tuck it in.i mean,what is there to "how am i gonna tuck it in"?lol.ridiculous.then i just told her:" orh k.i go put bag first."
lol.obviously i am totally lying.lol.
anyway,there was physics supplementary after immediatly after assembly.i was sooooo hungry that i almost had gastric.i ended bout 3.30 to 3.40.went j8 wif melissa and davy but davy went home after we reached j8 so melissa and i went to pastamania for lunch.didn't went wig wanrong they all coz all of them went home to eat.melissa treated me lunch!woohoo!lol.coz it's her birthdae tml so she offered to treat me.heex.i did not ask her to treat me wor~im a good gal de.haha.lol.thinking of what to give melissa for her birthdae.had to give her a belated birthdae present coz i jus found out todae and i was wif her all along so did not have the chance to buy.haha.
it's melvin's and aqillah's birthdae to dae.happy birthdae to both of them!heex.
i dun mean to be rude or wadeva and i told her :"like that tuck in lor.."but seriously,even a retard would noe that u just tuck it in.i mean,what is there to "how am i gonna tuck it in"?lol.ridiculous.then i just told her:" orh k.i go put bag first."
lol.obviously i am totally lying.lol.
anyway,there was physics supplementary after immediatly after assembly.i was sooooo hungry that i almost had gastric.i ended bout 3.30 to 3.40.went j8 wif melissa and davy but davy went home after we reached j8 so melissa and i went to pastamania for lunch.didn't went wig wanrong they all coz all of them went home to eat.melissa treated me lunch!woohoo!lol.coz it's her birthdae tml so she offered to treat me.heex.i did not ask her to treat me wor~im a good gal de.haha.lol.thinking of what to give melissa for her birthdae.had to give her a belated birthdae present coz i jus found out todae and i was wif her all along so did not have the chance to buy.haha.
it's melvin's and aqillah's birthdae to dae.happy birthdae to both of them!heex.
what we could have been, 6:05 AM.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
i finally presented!omg!i felt soooo relieved after i had finished presenting!i was extremely nervous at that time and wanrong said that she counld not hear me(she was sitting at the back).lol.but when i asked hengrui,he said that he could hear me.heng rui was sitting at the back too.after i finished presenting,it was time for question-and-answer session or wadeva it is called.waiyin asked me and i managed to answer her.phew!BUT.however,when heng rui asked me,i NOE wad to say but i did not noe wad i was talking.as in i NOE wad i want to answer.but when i say out,it was completely crap.CRAP!CRRRAAPPP!omg!i totally did not noe wad was coming out of my mouth and i just..shoot wadeva crap!argh!it was so freaking crappy!i feel stupid!omg!i think im gonna fail my Q-and-A.lol.but i definitely hope i will pass it.*pray pray* but luckily i did not laugh during my speech coz i tend to laugh when i am nervous.haha.
miss tan did not come todae so we just slack around.haha.i think so coz i was practising my speech and after which,i did nothing constructive at all.haha.
went home after school and then,had tuition.went to study after that and so,here i am now.lol.
gonna study le.byebye.
miss tan did not come todae so we just slack around.haha.i think so coz i was practising my speech and after which,i did nothing constructive at all.haha.
went home after school and then,had tuition.went to study after that and so,here i am now.lol.
gonna study le.byebye.
what we could have been, 4:19 AM.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
just now around 4 plus or 5,toke hong loong and rio came to 'ka jiao' me.as u noe,rio is my neighbour and lives just few houses away from me so i think toke is going rio's house?lol.i oso duno.just my assumption.heex.well,it's none of my business anyway.haha.luckily my parents weren't around at that time.my sis was at loss when they were outside my house.haha.she didn't know wad to do then.coz i was bathing and i have not come out of the toilet.haha.my hair was in a mess and they saw me!omg.and they kept disturbing.lol.i sms-ed rio and asked him.he said that it was toke who 'insisted' that he wants to come and 'pay me a visit'.lol.and they came by twice.lol.they chi bao mei shi zhuo(eat full le nth to do).haha.
what we could have been, 5:27 AM.
AHHHHHH! I WANNA SUE LIONEL LEONG FOR SLANDERING!HE IS SUCH A BIG MEAN BULLY!
what we could have been, 12:44 AM.
todae is a pretty boring dae to start with.well,it's not really boring actually.rush through my hmwk in the morn and then,did my tuition hmwk that has to be handed in tml.after doing my tuition hmwk,i intended to study but i was quite lazy so i'll study later.soo,here i am.hehe.
had tuition ytd in the morning,then watched tv in the living room.i cant study coz my dad was mopping the floor so we cant walk around the house or else he will scream his lungs out.haha.by then when he finished mopping,we had to go out for dinner coz we are meeting his friend,again,but another guy.lol.went hawker centre to eat.haha.but the food was mouth watering and delicious.heex.we went home bout 9 plus.did some of my hmwk till 10 plus den went to watch tv.there was a horror movie showing on channel 8.but i didn't watch coz everyone went to sleep and i was left alone in the living room.haha.i was afraid.haha.so i did not watch and went to sleep soon after.heex.
i think i'd better go study le ba.bb.
OMG! I HAVE TO PRESENT MY SPEECH ON MON!AHHHHH!i have to pracitse my speech too.haiz....
had tuition ytd in the morning,then watched tv in the living room.i cant study coz my dad was mopping the floor so we cant walk around the house or else he will scream his lungs out.haha.by then when he finished mopping,we had to go out for dinner coz we are meeting his friend,again,but another guy.lol.went hawker centre to eat.haha.but the food was mouth watering and delicious.heex.we went home bout 9 plus.did some of my hmwk till 10 plus den went to watch tv.there was a horror movie showing on channel 8.but i didn't watch coz everyone went to sleep and i was left alone in the living room.haha.i was afraid.haha.so i did not watch and went to sleep soon after.heex.
i think i'd better go study le ba.bb.
OMG! I HAVE TO PRESENT MY SPEECH ON MON!AHHHHH!i have to pracitse my speech too.haiz....
what we could have been, 12:24 AM.
Friday, September 22, 2006
went to look for the lyrics for my blog song.
Lost without you
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...
I'mlost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind
Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say
All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'mlost without youI keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh
All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'mlost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without youI keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
i think this song is really nice and i feel that i really brings out how u feel(if u really like someone) when u fall out of love.
i feel that the lyrics of the song is really touching.
Lost without you
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes
A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise
Cos I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...
I'mlost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
How my ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind
Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say
All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'mlost without youI keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh
All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How my going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'mlost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without youI keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
i think this song is really nice and i feel that i really brings out how u feel(if u really like someone) when u fall out of love.
i feel that the lyrics of the song is really touching.
what we could have been, 8:15 AM.
mandy was such a big bully ytd.lol.she bullied me!let me tell u the reason y she bullied me.ytd nite,there was sth wrong with my blog skin so i asked mandy to go in and see if there is any prob but she said that there wasn't any problem.but,when i went in to see again,there really WAS A PROBLEM!argh!and u noe wad she said?she said that my comp is just like me,screw loose!lol.huhu.it was really heartbreaking!to think that my good fren would say dat i am crazed!huhu.now,even lionel is bullying me!huhu.im so devastated!huhu.and heartbreaking!lol.no lah.not so exaggerating.haha.lol.
nth much much for todae except that i nearly freaked out during english lesson.wanrong was supposed to present todae.1st to present was si hao,next is wanrong,then prinesh,then darrel,zi ang,jason and lastly me.BUT I WAS SOOOO NERVOUS WHEN JASON WAS PRESENTING!COZ IT WOULD BE ME NEXT!however,it was lucky that the bell rang just on the dot after jason had finished his whole presentaion.haha.but i would be the first one to present the next time.omg.im totally gonna freak out man!lol.
darrel totally made a fool out of himself.haha.he is totally being ridiculous but not really ridiculous actually.lol..haha.but it was hialrious.haha.
nth much much for todae except that i nearly freaked out during english lesson.wanrong was supposed to present todae.1st to present was si hao,next is wanrong,then prinesh,then darrel,zi ang,jason and lastly me.BUT I WAS SOOOO NERVOUS WHEN JASON WAS PRESENTING!COZ IT WOULD BE ME NEXT!however,it was lucky that the bell rang just on the dot after jason had finished his whole presentaion.haha.but i would be the first one to present the next time.omg.im totally gonna freak out man!lol.
darrel totally made a fool out of himself.haha.he is totally being ridiculous but not really ridiculous actually.lol..haha.but it was hialrious.haha.
what we could have been, 5:52 AM.
Thursday, September 21, 2006
nth much interesting to talk about for todae.just normal lessons except that miss seah went for a course so we had to go comp lab to write our point of view about superstar wannabe in the dicussion forum.i wrote alot until kejin say she see so many things den dun wan read le.haha.lol
some things in life are just too weird and hard to figure it out.it's just all infatuation that had gotten over me for the past few weeks?im not pretty sure about it.lucky to say that it's just an infatuation and not love because it is too much to love.being in love and falling out of love are part and parcel of our life.life is too unpredictable to predict when we are gonna be in love or when we are gonna fall out of it.now,i somehow think that the word 'love' is too much in our adolescence.but however,there are exceptions to such things.as i said, life is just too unpredictable to predict what is gonna happen next in our life and sometimes,it is just too hard to differentiate between love and infatuation.not only that,sometimes our love are not reciprocated and it would be quite heartbreaking.there are many real life examples that we can see from.
it just takes time for the right one to appear before you.
some things in life are just too weird and hard to figure it out.it's just all infatuation that had gotten over me for the past few weeks?im not pretty sure about it.lucky to say that it's just an infatuation and not love because it is too much to love.being in love and falling out of love are part and parcel of our life.life is too unpredictable to predict when we are gonna be in love or when we are gonna fall out of it.now,i somehow think that the word 'love' is too much in our adolescence.but however,there are exceptions to such things.as i said, life is just too unpredictable to predict what is gonna happen next in our life and sometimes,it is just too hard to differentiate between love and infatuation.not only that,sometimes our love are not reciprocated and it would be quite heartbreaking.there are many real life examples that we can see from.
it just takes time for the right one to appear before you.
what we could have been, 5:14 AM.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
hmmm.nth much to blog for todae.lol.played volleyball during pe.i noe how to serve the ball BUT I DUNO HOW TO HIT BACK WHEN THE BALL COMES!ARGH!i dun mean i duno how to hit back.wad i mean is that when i hit back,the ball will go out or undernet sia.fed'up.haha.
and i first time see boris so..erm..helpful?lol.during physics,i lazy to draw the stupid ray diagram or wadeva.so i asked mellisa to help me draw since she i sitting beside me.and instead of drawing it for me,she asked boris to draw.and he noes dat he is drawing for me.and he really drew it.lol.unbelievable.haha.but wadeva.i am oso sort of helping him indirectly.coz he can practise drawing the ray diagram since he does not do his hmwk.haha.lol.excuses for my laziness.wahaha.lol.im being ridiculous.haha.
and i first time see boris so..erm..helpful?lol.during physics,i lazy to draw the stupid ray diagram or wadeva.so i asked mellisa to help me draw since she i sitting beside me.and instead of drawing it for me,she asked boris to draw.and he noes dat he is drawing for me.and he really drew it.lol.unbelievable.haha.but wadeva.i am oso sort of helping him indirectly.coz he can practise drawing the ray diagram since he does not do his hmwk.haha.lol.excuses for my laziness.wahaha.lol.im being ridiculous.haha.
what we could have been, 5:23 AM.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
me and my sis
what we could have been, 5:03 AM.
ahhhh.both my legs are aching lots.and noe wad?i realised that when i walk down the stairs,i look like a duck waddling down.coz of my aching legs!lol.wanrong did not present her speech todae coz there wasn't enuff time.
got back our chem test on chem cal.it makes my blood boils when i am talking bout dis.I ONLY GOT 12.5/20 WHEN I CAN ACTUALLY GET BETTER THAN DIS!ARGH!IT'S ALL BECOZ OF MY CARELESSNESS!I GOT LOTSA CARELESS MISTAKES!i tell u.if i were to make these kinda careless mistakes in my exams,I AM GONNA STRANGLE MYSELF WITH A ROPE!argh!dis is frustrating!and what's worse is j.x.he got full marks!dis is too much!i dun mean dat he cant get full marks but he cheated!i had the ques and moreover,he had already done the ques BEFORE the test.it's like having the exam paper with the answer sheets.dis is totally ridiculous.and all tests are counted in the CA.mandy had calculated.if he scored 56 for the chem exams,he will still score 60++ for the end of yr!sheesh.
got back our chem test on chem cal.it makes my blood boils when i am talking bout dis.I ONLY GOT 12.5/20 WHEN I CAN ACTUALLY GET BETTER THAN DIS!ARGH!IT'S ALL BECOZ OF MY CARELESSNESS!I GOT LOTSA CARELESS MISTAKES!i tell u.if i were to make these kinda careless mistakes in my exams,I AM GONNA STRANGLE MYSELF WITH A ROPE!argh!dis is frustrating!and what's worse is j.x.he got full marks!dis is too much!i dun mean dat he cant get full marks but he cheated!i had the ques and moreover,he had already done the ques BEFORE the test.it's like having the exam paper with the answer sheets.dis is totally ridiculous.and all tests are counted in the CA.mandy had calculated.if he scored 56 for the chem exams,he will still score 60++ for the end of yr!sheesh.
what we could have been, 4:45 AM.
Monday, September 18, 2006
didnt blog for tha last few daes coz i was pretty busy with studying but the critical reason was that i was lazy.haha.lol.orh k.let's start with sat.
hmmm.sat was a pretty boring dae to start with.had tuition in the morn and and studied after tuition.and i just sat there and rot for the rest of the dae.haha.actually,my sis and i watched DVDs.coz it was EXTREMELY boring.no shows,no games,NOTHING!so we just sat in the living room and watched DVD.haha.
for sun,my mom went baking class and she dropped my sis and i over at j8.my sis and i took neoprints,my sis also bought a hairband and i bought a blouse.we wanted to buy and blouse and share BUT WE DID NOT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY!den later at bout 4 plus,we went to our aunt house for dinner and of course,with my mom as she went over after her class.reached home bout 8 plus.
todae,hmmm,nth much to blog actually.miss aw did not come todae again.geo period was totally BORING!went to comp lab and mrs teo asked us to read info bout..duno lah.it's just PLAIN BORING!had netball todae.my whole body is aching right now.lol.
btw,I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WAD THE HELL MISS WONG IS TEACHING!i mean,it's not dat i DO NOT undersatnd.i understood but it's just dat when it comes to complicated problems,MY MIND TOTALLY WENT BLANK!ARGH!im gonna vomit blood.i do not how top do the homework dat she assigned us!omg.im stressed!
hmmm.sat was a pretty boring dae to start with.had tuition in the morn and and studied after tuition.and i just sat there and rot for the rest of the dae.haha.actually,my sis and i watched DVDs.coz it was EXTREMELY boring.no shows,no games,NOTHING!so we just sat in the living room and watched DVD.haha.
for sun,my mom went baking class and she dropped my sis and i over at j8.my sis and i took neoprints,my sis also bought a hairband and i bought a blouse.we wanted to buy and blouse and share BUT WE DID NOT HAVE ENOUGH MONEY!den later at bout 4 plus,we went to our aunt house for dinner and of course,with my mom as she went over after her class.reached home bout 8 plus.
todae,hmmm,nth much to blog actually.miss aw did not come todae again.geo period was totally BORING!went to comp lab and mrs teo asked us to read info bout..duno lah.it's just PLAIN BORING!had netball todae.my whole body is aching right now.lol.
btw,I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WAD THE HELL MISS WONG IS TEACHING!i mean,it's not dat i DO NOT undersatnd.i understood but it's just dat when it comes to complicated problems,MY MIND TOTALLY WENT BLANK!ARGH!im gonna vomit blood.i do not how top do the homework dat she assigned us!omg.im stressed!
what we could have been, 5:13 AM.
Friday, September 15, 2006
these are some other pics taken with my cousins and sis.
what we could have been, 8:38 AM.
these are some pics of my 5 yr old cousin.lol.she too hyper liao so cant take good pics of her.haha.she keep running here and there.
what we could have been, 8:34 AM.
went grandma house fr dinner just now.just came back.hehe.my cousins and my aunt were there too.haha.my five yr old cousin is still as cute.haha.lol.i think is five yr old ba.if im not wrong.haha.
orh k.let's talk bout todae ba.had chem test todae.b4 the test,ke jin told me the test would be quite rushing as the time is not enough for us to finish it.and luckily,i took ke jin's advice and i did it quickly.lotsa ppl did not manage to finish the test.lol.miss wong did not come todae too.lol.mr ang came to relieve us.and nigel tried to trick mr ang into letting us go for early recess but failed.mr ang does not seem to be as blur as we thought to be.lol.miss aw did not come again.and guessed who relieved us?it was RU HUA!lol.i do not noe wad her name is so i shall just call her ru hua ba.hehe.yongwei they all were sort of 'making fun' of her.haha.lol.was quite funny anyway.haha.
after school,i was waiting for my mom to pick me up.while waiting,i was at the locker with wanrong,weijie and mandy.shikang.bennedict and shawn those bunch of ppl came!they were totally ridiculous.i am referring to sk,shawn and bennedict.lol.htye keep talking bout rio-is-my-neighbour thingy.lol.argh!can make me vomit blood sia.they keep talking bout it non-stop.they said bout rio and i living together and stuff like dat.DIS IS TOTALLY RIDICULOUS!ARGH!miss koh saw me hit shawn real hard on his back.lol.she just looked kinda shock or sth.haha.but wadeva.he deserves it.haha.oral was cancelled todae.only for our class which is 3e4.coz the teacher did not come todae.argh!i was alr mentally prepared for the oral BUT SHE DID NOT COME!omg.waste my effort.
orh k.let's talk bout todae ba.had chem test todae.b4 the test,ke jin told me the test would be quite rushing as the time is not enough for us to finish it.and luckily,i took ke jin's advice and i did it quickly.lotsa ppl did not manage to finish the test.lol.miss wong did not come todae too.lol.mr ang came to relieve us.and nigel tried to trick mr ang into letting us go for early recess but failed.mr ang does not seem to be as blur as we thought to be.lol.miss aw did not come again.and guessed who relieved us?it was RU HUA!lol.i do not noe wad her name is so i shall just call her ru hua ba.hehe.yongwei they all were sort of 'making fun' of her.haha.lol.was quite funny anyway.haha.
after school,i was waiting for my mom to pick me up.while waiting,i was at the locker with wanrong,weijie and mandy.shikang.bennedict and shawn those bunch of ppl came!they were totally ridiculous.i am referring to sk,shawn and bennedict.lol.htye keep talking bout rio-is-my-neighbour thingy.lol.argh!can make me vomit blood sia.they keep talking bout it non-stop.they said bout rio and i living together and stuff like dat.DIS IS TOTALLY RIDICULOUS!ARGH!miss koh saw me hit shawn real hard on his back.lol.she just looked kinda shock or sth.haha.but wadeva.he deserves it.haha.oral was cancelled todae.only for our class which is 3e4.coz the teacher did not come todae.argh!i was alr mentally prepared for the oral BUT SHE DID NOT COME!omg.waste my effort.
what we could have been, 6:12 AM.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
melvin really blew the whole he-liking-yp thingy.lol.he is SO exaggeratting.he said that the whole band knew bout it.but when i asked kejin,she does not even noe a single thing sia.this has shown that MELVIN IS JUST EXAGERATTING!lol.
let's not bring it up ever again.i dun wanna strain my friendship with my *friends just coz of this STUPID thing!and HIM.lol.he is the cause of everything.he nv get the facts right and he just go around pointing fingers.dis is totally just ridiculous.
let's not bring it up ever again.i dun wanna strain my friendship with my *friends just coz of this STUPID thing!and HIM.lol.he is the cause of everything.he nv get the facts right and he just go around pointing fingers.dis is totally just ridiculous.
what we could have been, 6:11 AM.
had english presentation during our english period.mandy,weasley,kumarash and nicholas(ewwww...) presented todae.haha.mandy did veri well for her presentation.well done!the most interesting one would be nicholas de.haha.lol.guess wad.after nicholas had presented,almost half of the class raised thier hands to ask questions.haha.lol.trying to 'sabo' him.haha.
let me comment on his presentation.he seems hesitant about wad he wants to say next.and there is no flow in the presentation as in he paused at the wrong time and this shows that he did not familiarised himself with his speech.lol.not only that,he also contradicts himself in his speech and i dun get wad he is trying to say and wad is his stand.lol.no only me,im sure most of the people are not sure about wad he is trying to say.lol.his topic is "spare the ord,spoil the child".he said that parents should act like teachers.den i asked him : 'if parents were to act like teachers,wad do the teachers do?" lol.and he also said : "i WILL NOT even touch the rod if i were a father.but i will use it sometimes". lol.isn't he contradicting himself?i felt like asking him : "if u said that u WILL NOT even touch the rod,but u will use it sometimes,aren't u contradicting urslef?"lol.den i shall see how he is gonna answer that.haha.but i did not ask him.lol.
mandy's speech also 'shoot' melvin.haha.lol.it was hilarious.but not THAT hilarious.lol.den melvin was there,complaining that mandy is trying to sabotage him or 'shoot' him or sth.but wadeva.
haha.lol.i think that's it ba.hehe.
let me comment on his presentation.he seems hesitant about wad he wants to say next.and there is no flow in the presentation as in he paused at the wrong time and this shows that he did not familiarised himself with his speech.lol.not only that,he also contradicts himself in his speech and i dun get wad he is trying to say and wad is his stand.lol.no only me,im sure most of the people are not sure about wad he is trying to say.lol.his topic is "spare the ord,spoil the child".he said that parents should act like teachers.den i asked him : 'if parents were to act like teachers,wad do the teachers do?" lol.and he also said : "i WILL NOT even touch the rod if i were a father.but i will use it sometimes". lol.isn't he contradicting himself?i felt like asking him : "if u said that u WILL NOT even touch the rod,but u will use it sometimes,aren't u contradicting urslef?"lol.den i shall see how he is gonna answer that.haha.but i did not ask him.lol.
mandy's speech also 'shoot' melvin.haha.lol.it was hilarious.but not THAT hilarious.lol.den melvin was there,complaining that mandy is trying to sabotage him or 'shoot' him or sth.but wadeva.
haha.lol.i think that's it ba.hehe.
what we could have been, 3:56 AM.
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
btw.im not sure if it was *someone who spreaded the whole melvin-like-yaping thingy.it was melvin that said it was *someone.lol.im not sure.im confused.haha.
im trying to take things in my stride.haha.since it's not mine,it will nv be mine.it's fated to be this way.haha.at least it's not so headache-ish le.haha.getting over it.heex.lol.
*someone is a person whose name i do not wish to disclose.
im trying to take things in my stride.haha.since it's not mine,it will nv be mine.it's fated to be this way.haha.at least it's not so headache-ish le.haha.getting over it.heex.lol.
*someone is a person whose name i do not wish to disclose.
what we could have been, 7:28 AM.
todae melvin anyhow accused me sia.he accused me of saying that he liked yaping.lol.i nv even say lor.but he INSISTED that i was the one who spreaded the rumour.dis is totally ridiculous!but wadeva.in the end,it was someone else was the one who went to spread the rumour.*diao*he did not even get the facts right and he went around pointing fingers.and somemore he nearly 'spoil my reputation' sia.lol.in maths class anyhow sabo me.and wad?IN THE END,I GOT SABO-ED FOR NTH!argh!ridiculous.but at least he apologised just now for accusing me.lol.
went j8 with wanrong and chia hao for lunch.den later went home le.lol.nth much ba.heex.
tml yaping and melvin are gonna be in deep shit.
went j8 with wanrong and chia hao for lunch.den later went home le.lol.nth much ba.heex.
tml yaping and melvin are gonna be in deep shit.
what we could have been, 5:27 AM.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
i dunno wad to say bout 'it'.
it's breaking.*ouch~*
lol.
it's breaking.*ouch~*
lol.
what we could have been, 7:38 AM.
woke up early todae to bring my sis down to wait for her school bus coz my mom had to drive my dad to the airport in the morning.
got back our metals test de results.AHHHHH!i got only 5/30.i could have gotten 9 if i had not read the question wronly.ARGH!and jsaon 'bullied' me sia.he asked me how much i got and i told him 5.and then he laughed at me.huhu.he is SO bad.lol.
well, i think nth much le ba.
got back our metals test de results.AHHHHH!i got only 5/30.i could have gotten 9 if i had not read the question wronly.ARGH!and jsaon 'bullied' me sia.he asked me how much i got and i told him 5.and then he laughed at me.huhu.he is SO bad.lol.
well, i think nth much le ba.
what we could have been, 5:12 AM.
Monday, September 11, 2006
had netball todae even though it was raining but after awhile,the rain stopped.haiz.there are a maths test on functions and chen test on chemical calculations.
haiz......im feeling frustrated(xin fan) right now.i totally dunno wad to do bout *it(sth which i do not want to specify).mayb i sld sought help from melvin?lol.dunno lah.c first.AHHHH!feeling really frustrated.and im really scared,u noe,after the ex.im just afraid that the past may repeat itself.not only that,i also do not want us to feel awkard if i.....(blah blah blah).lol.
i could really get some help from melvin u noe.and i think he's the only person that can help now?hmmm.lemmi think bout it,if i sld sought help from him.lol.
well,nth much to blog for todae.cya.
haiz......im feeling frustrated(xin fan) right now.i totally dunno wad to do bout *it(sth which i do not want to specify).mayb i sld sought help from melvin?lol.dunno lah.c first.AHHHH!feeling really frustrated.and im really scared,u noe,after the ex.im just afraid that the past may repeat itself.not only that,i also do not want us to feel awkard if i.....(blah blah blah).lol.
i could really get some help from melvin u noe.and i think he's the only person that can help now?hmmm.lemmi think bout it,if i sld sought help from him.lol.
well,nth much to blog for todae.cya.
what we could have been, 4:37 AM.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
AHHHH!I AM FEELING EXTREMELY BORED!
"everything is effed up straight from the heart
tell me what do you do when it all falls apart"
haiz..haiz..haiz..
what we could have been, 4:23 AM.
Saturday, September 09, 2006
omg!it totally freaks me out!i was washing the dishes just now and i was about to throw the rubbhis into the rubbish chute.and guess wad i saw?A COCKROACH!!!AHHHHHH!!!scared the shit out of me.and i did not noe wad to do at that time.coz the cockroach was stuck there.and it wasn't dead!den i asked my mom to help me throw but she heckcare-d me.*sob sob*and she went out.my sis was oso heckcare-d me.all she did was just standing there doing nothing!WAD IS DIS MAN!WAD KIND OF SISTER DO I HAV?!A RETARD?!lol.sometimes i think dat she MIGHT be a retard.but wadeva.i was squating there and waiting for the cockroach to move away.but i waited until christmas came.lol.no lah.jkjk.i waited for some time but it did not even move.it only moved its feelers.haha.coz it was stuck or sth.haha.lol.luckily my dad came to the kitchen to throw sth den i asked him to help me throw the rubbish away.instead of throwing the rubbish away directly,he used a tissue to grab the cockroach and threw it away before he threw the garbage.haha.
what we could have been, 11:01 PM.
SAME BORING DAY!dis holiaday is SO boring.actually,my dad was suppose to bring my family out for lunch with his friend.BUT in the end,it was changed to dinner instead.dis is so infuriating.if hadn't for the lunch thingy,i would be able to go out with lili,yaping and kejin!argh!and lili actually asked me to bring my sis along.lol.but nvm.BUT most importantly,I WANNA GO OUT!coz dis might be the last week to go out with friends as exams are just round the corner.AND i wanna buy earrings!eeee.SO UNFAIR.
but anyway,went out for dinner with my family and my dad's friend.afther which,we sent him off at the airport and then,went home.
school is gonna reopen tml.yay!i'd rather be in school than staying at home.coz it really bores me out.
nth much le.heex..
but anyway,went out for dinner with my family and my dad's friend.afther which,we sent him off at the airport and then,went home.
school is gonna reopen tml.yay!i'd rather be in school than staying at home.coz it really bores me out.
nth much le.heex..
what we could have been, 9:34 PM.
Friday, September 08, 2006
dis is the pic which yaping scanned in
dis is the pic when we went bugis
what we could have been, 12:14 AM.
Thursday, September 07, 2006
just now cant login into my acc sia.scare me.haha.but now can le.my sis's frens came to my hosue todae.came to do their project for presentation.their project still need me to help them summarise the whole chunk of info.but luckily,it's only abit and not alot.if it's alot,im gonna strungle my sis.lol.and they are still here.they are gonna stay till after dinner sia.sian.....
nth much to blog actually.still the normal boring days of the holidays.lol.i've finished all my holiday hmwk.
on the first day when school reopens,there is a geog test.MORE SIAN!dun feel like studying for the test.lol.it really bores me.but it seems to me that i do not have much choices.either to study and pass or not to study and fail.lol.obviously i would choose to study to pass instead of failing though it really can bore me.lol.
kok ping went back to malaysia to visit his grandma.haha.lol.come to think of it,it has been a long time since i've seen my grandma.kinda miss her too.hehe.and it's has been EXTREMELY long since i went to pray my aunt who has passed away for quite long.miss her lots sia.she's like a mother to me somehow too.and she loves me lots.heex.i was quite young when she passed away.but really miss her lots.
i have to present my speech on 14 sept next week.getting pretty nervous about it as the date gets nearer.and i got more nervous whenever i tod bout prinesh asking lotsa ques bout it like what she did to the previous presentors.it really freaks me out.lol.and on 15,there is english oral.lol.getting extremely nervous about the oral.afraid that i might fail.im quite ok with the reading part.it's the picture conversation that can really make me pee on my pants.lol.jkjk.im not THAT nervous to pee on my pants.just a figure of speech.hehe.
gonna go do my tuition hmwk le.heex.
nth much to blog actually.still the normal boring days of the holidays.lol.i've finished all my holiday hmwk.
on the first day when school reopens,there is a geog test.MORE SIAN!dun feel like studying for the test.lol.it really bores me.but it seems to me that i do not have much choices.either to study and pass or not to study and fail.lol.obviously i would choose to study to pass instead of failing though it really can bore me.lol.
kok ping went back to malaysia to visit his grandma.haha.lol.come to think of it,it has been a long time since i've seen my grandma.kinda miss her too.hehe.and it's has been EXTREMELY long since i went to pray my aunt who has passed away for quite long.miss her lots sia.she's like a mother to me somehow too.and she loves me lots.heex.i was quite young when she passed away.but really miss her lots.
i have to present my speech on 14 sept next week.getting pretty nervous about it as the date gets nearer.and i got more nervous whenever i tod bout prinesh asking lotsa ques bout it like what she did to the previous presentors.it really freaks me out.lol.and on 15,there is english oral.lol.getting extremely nervous about the oral.afraid that i might fail.im quite ok with the reading part.it's the picture conversation that can really make me pee on my pants.lol.jkjk.im not THAT nervous to pee on my pants.just a figure of speech.hehe.
gonna go do my tuition hmwk le.heex.
what we could have been, 10:38 PM.
had netball todae.ended at bout 10 plus ba.cant realli rmb.heex.went popular with steph after dat and after which,we went home.todae was kinda boring.nth much to do except for studying and doing hmwk.lol.just plain boring.haiz haiz haiz...which therefore,there is nth much to blog about todae.todae is just too boring.
jaslyn's sister's shop is opening this sat if i remembered it correctly.anyway,lili asked me out with yaping and..maybe some other ppl?lol.i dunno.she wanted to go jaslyn's sister's shop at cineleisure or sth.lili asked me to bring my sis along too.haha.is my sis were to go along,we can ask gilbert to go.coz the dae when lili yaping and i went out with terry those ppl,brendon or terry was saying that gilbert likes me sister,who is 5 yrs younger.HAHA.lol.i duno if brendon and terry were just talking crap coz they totally like to talk alot of crap.haha.
and not only lili asked me out,the 'mao shi'(melvin.'mao shi',dis nickname is given by wanrong.er,or weijie.cant rmb) also keep pestering me to go out.argh!but did he not only ask once,he asked plenty of times and sometimes i can get annoyed by him.i just dun get it.mux he keep asking non-stop?lol.but wadeva.he asked me to go out on fri and ask some ppl along too.but fri i cant.coz.er...i oso duno y.haha.and sat,i cant coz of my dad.my dad is gonna bring my family out for lunch with some of his overseas clients or sth.or mayb not clients but friends.i'm not sure.hehe.
.further and further away.
jaslyn's sister's shop is opening this sat if i remembered it correctly.anyway,lili asked me out with yaping and..maybe some other ppl?lol.i dunno.she wanted to go jaslyn's sister's shop at cineleisure or sth.lili asked me to bring my sis along too.haha.is my sis were to go along,we can ask gilbert to go.coz the dae when lili yaping and i went out with terry those ppl,brendon or terry was saying that gilbert likes me sister,who is 5 yrs younger.HAHA.lol.i duno if brendon and terry were just talking crap coz they totally like to talk alot of crap.haha.
and not only lili asked me out,the 'mao shi'(melvin.'mao shi',dis nickname is given by wanrong.er,or weijie.cant rmb) also keep pestering me to go out.argh!but did he not only ask once,he asked plenty of times and sometimes i can get annoyed by him.i just dun get it.mux he keep asking non-stop?lol.but wadeva.he asked me to go out on fri and ask some ppl along too.but fri i cant.coz.er...i oso duno y.haha.and sat,i cant coz of my dad.my dad is gonna bring my family out for lunch with some of his overseas clients or sth.or mayb not clients but friends.i'm not sure.hehe.
.further and further away.
what we could have been, 4:27 PM.
well...some things are better to just allow fate to decide ba.let nature takes its own course.
what we could have been, 7:52 AM.
sorting out the thoughts and untying the knots in the heart.
what's there and what's not.
*rather be loved than to love*
what's there and what's not.
*rather be loved than to love*
what we could have been, 3:58 AM.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
hehe.dis few nth to blog so didnt blog.haha.2 daes "with" my ling ling.haha.lol.i noe im being ridiculous here,but wadeva.haha.lol.
i have finished my a maths worksheet and e maths paper one.chem oso finish le.hehe.
melvin says i sld not go into a relationship dis 3 months,which means till dec coz the guy might not cherish me and i might not hav the time so might break up sooner or later.and next yr oso not suitable coz o level.lol.
some superstitious people might believe in it.although i might somehow believe in this kinda superstitious thingy,however,i do not believe in it TOTALLY.coz,opportunities are mostly created by oursleves and happiness is in our own hands.we have to create our own happiness and in order to do dat,we have to give ourselves a chance.everyone needs a chance and we have to give others a chance too.
im like talking lotsa crap here.haha.lol.im such a crapper.lol.
i have finished my a maths worksheet and e maths paper one.chem oso finish le.hehe.
melvin says i sld not go into a relationship dis 3 months,which means till dec coz the guy might not cherish me and i might not hav the time so might break up sooner or later.and next yr oso not suitable coz o level.lol.
some superstitious people might believe in it.although i might somehow believe in this kinda superstitious thingy,however,i do not believe in it TOTALLY.coz,opportunities are mostly created by oursleves and happiness is in our own hands.we have to create our own happiness and in order to do dat,we have to give ourselves a chance.everyone needs a chance and we have to give others a chance too.
im like talking lotsa crap here.haha.lol.im such a crapper.lol.
what we could have been, 4:37 PM.
ARGH!SOMETIMES I JUST DUN GET IT!WAD THE HELL IS THE PROBLEM?!?!
i wanna go library to study with erm..ling ling and mandy(if possible).and my mom dun allow after all the persuation and my mouth going dry.argh!dis is really getting on my nerves.WAD THE HELL IS WRONG WITH GOING LIBRARY TO STUDY?!WITH FRENS?!I MEAN,LIKE,IS THERE REALLY A PROBLEM,GOING TO THE LIBRARY TO STUDY?i dun see any problem.can she not be so........argh!so..wad?!?she says dat she doesnt believe in studying with a group of frens?!wad the...and rite now,i feel like blowing off!argh!i feel like scolding lotsa bad words!i dun mean to be crude.but i can feel myself blowing off soon.argh!but wadeva.i mean,why is so ermmm..i dun think there i can find anywords to describe her.traditional?lol.i dun think dats the right word.but wadeva.i jus totally dun get it.wad is her problem?how can she not believe in group studying?at least studying in a group we can help each other out.but she so.....i would like to use the words 'guai lan' here.she is jus so guai lan.i think its sort of the right word.nvm.and y mus she be so unreasonable?!WAD IS THE DAMN PROBLEM HERE?!ARGH!dis really pisses me off.i feel like throwing sth out of the window and scream to vent my frustration.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i noe im being a lil dramatic here.but i cant help it.lol.jus venting my frustration.i can feel myself blowing off and those screaming thingys are wad i feel like doing right now,dis moment.
i wanna go library to study with erm..ling ling and mandy(if possible).and my mom dun allow after all the persuation and my mouth going dry.argh!dis is really getting on my nerves.WAD THE HELL IS WRONG WITH GOING LIBRARY TO STUDY?!WITH FRENS?!I MEAN,LIKE,IS THERE REALLY A PROBLEM,GOING TO THE LIBRARY TO STUDY?i dun see any problem.can she not be so........argh!so..wad?!?she says dat she doesnt believe in studying with a group of frens?!wad the...and rite now,i feel like blowing off!argh!i feel like scolding lotsa bad words!i dun mean to be crude.but i can feel myself blowing off soon.argh!but wadeva.i mean,why is so ermmm..i dun think there i can find anywords to describe her.traditional?lol.i dun think dats the right word.but wadeva.i jus totally dun get it.wad is her problem?how can she not believe in group studying?at least studying in a group we can help each other out.but she so.....i would like to use the words 'guai lan' here.she is jus so guai lan.i think its sort of the right word.nvm.and y mus she be so unreasonable?!WAD IS THE DAMN PROBLEM HERE?!ARGH!dis really pisses me off.i feel like throwing sth out of the window and scream to vent my frustration.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
i noe im being a lil dramatic here.but i cant help it.lol.jus venting my frustration.i can feel myself blowing off and those screaming thingys are wad i feel like doing right now,dis moment.
what we could have been, 3:48 AM.
Monday, September 04, 2006
i was 'married' to my ling ling todae.lol.
what we could have been, 10:16 PM.
had netball friendly match todae.but forgot wad school was dat.the match was actually on thurs but i changed and what's worse is,e5 went for excursion.so,we were left with the sec 1,sec 2,aqillah,me and...i dunno le.haha.
nth much for todae le.heex.
nth much for todae le.heex.
what we could have been, 7:22 PM.
Sunday, September 03, 2006
dis is another pic taken on sat.(darrel and melvin in a neoprint shop)
what we could have been, 10:20 PM.
ytd went plaza sing to watch movie with lili,yaping,darrel and melvin.lili,yaping and i were supposed to go out with weijie but in the end,he did not go just because wanrong did not go.lol.so lili,yaping and i met up at j8 at 1.30.went to ebase to buy a blouse.haha.den we went to the mrt station at we sat there,for like half an hour,thinking where to go.den melvin called if we want to go for a movie.den lili,yaping and i head for plaza sing and wait for darrel and melvin to turn up.
initially,we wanted to watch 'devil wears prada' but watched 'monster house' in the end.melvin paid half price for the movie tickets for lili,yaping and me.coz we sort of 'tricked' him.wahahahahahahaha.lol.darrel went off first after taking neoprints coz he was late for sth.so left with lili,yaping,melvin and me.we gals went to ebase and shop while melvin stand outside and wait.haha.bought another blouse from there with yaping.lili didnt buy coz..i oso dunno sia.haha.yaping and i bought the same blouse except that they were of different colours.den lili,yaping and melvin went bugis while i went home.lol.they ps me *sob sob*.but melvin and the gals went diff directions after arriving at bugis.lol.
for todae,went IMM with my family.and the stupid darrel kept sms-ing me,pestering me to go to bunk.lol.i oso dunno wads that.all i noe was that he kept pestering me sia.lol.but of coz i did not go coz i was with my family.lol.
ps:the neoprints must wait for yaping to scan in then put it up.
what we could have been, 8:33 PM.
