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Thursday, March 29, 2007

here's a poem!!felt like doing one all of a sudden.heex.

where were you when i needed you the most?
when i needed a shoulder to cry on,
you said it was a chore
when i needed a listening ear,
you made me waited for a year
when i needed a cheer,
what i got was a jeer

all these penetrated through my heart,
leaving behind a deep cut
you moved on happily,
abandoning me in the darkness
what i could do was only to see you from faraway

all these heartache,
i could no longer take
leading me to end the story of my life,
with the very last line.

what we could have been, 9:52 PM.

i've been rather busy with studying these few days,so,i didn't really have the time do some blogging.
i don't think im gonna blog bout last few days coz i had forgotten most the things.hehe.
i had my first english tuition and i would say that it went quite ok.no comments about it.
we had our a maths test on differentiation on trigo,exponential and log.i had little confidence while doing the test,so,i somehow think that im gonna fail it.
after school,steph,ama,mandy,wanrong,weijie and i went pastamania to have our lunch.after which,we went to the zinc shop as i wanted to buy a bag for my sis's birthaday which is drawing near so,we went in to have a look.a bag caught my eye and i think that my sis will like it?anyway,i decided to buy a bag for her not because she does not have any bags,it's becasue she THINKS that her bags aren't nice and she prefers mine.not only that,she oftens complains about them.what a complain queen~
then,mandy and weijie went back to school first,ama,steph,wanrong and i went royal sporting house to help wanrong look for a wrist band for her sis's birthday.
wanrong and ama went home after that,while i accomplanied steph to ntuc to buy some conditioner and went to wait for wanghong to come and meet us.and gosh!!!he took such a long time to walk to j8.i think he was strolling instead of walking.
after wanghong reached,we went to the bus interchange to take a bus and headed straight for home.

what we could have been, 6:23 PM.
Saturday, March 24, 2007

around 12 pm,my parents and i left the house and went thomson plaza to fetch my sis from tuition.then,we went kitchener road to eat laksa,after which,we went suntec city and collect the mp3.the mp3 was free.ocbc sent my dad a letter to collect it.hehe.we bought some chocs too.the chocs were yummy!!they totally melt in ur mouth.
after half an hour,we left suntec and went to simlim square,then went to lucky plaza.and guess what?!I FINALLY BOUGHT MY CAMERA?!!!YAY!!!it's sony t10 and i.ve been eyeing on it for quite some time.AND I FINALLY GOT IT!!!!YAY!!!!!hehe.then,we walked over to tanks to walk around and my mom bought a wok.lol.
went kiliney road to have thai food for dinner.my stomach feels so hot now!!!there were lotsa spicy food.and the tom yum soup was so sour.
well,basically,that's all for today.hehe.yay!!!!

what we could have been, 8:52 PM.
Friday, March 23, 2007

the day started out quite badly.
early in the morning,i left my house at 6.40 am like every other normal day to wait for the bus.however,the goddamn bus did not turn up on time and in fact,it still had not turn up even at 7.10 am.it's either i missed the bus or the bus had ran away.i wonder what is wrong this few days.unpleasant events keeps happening to me.jeez~
anyway,i called my mom and she came to fetch me to school.steph and wanghong were late.
many ppl were late today,and dm said that we do not bother about school regulations and stuff.sheesh.i think he sld try taking the bus to school in the morning.moreover,we did not expect the bus to come that early or late.
after school,weijie found out that his locker's lock went missing.chia hao opened his locker after school but when weijie went,the lock was not there.so,it's either chia hao misplaced it,or it grew legs and ran away by itself.
after which,shikang,chewei and i went for lunch.we still had not decided what to eat even after we reached j8.lol.in the end,we went to eat pyster mee sua,and wanghong came to meet us after that.then,we went ntuc to buy drinks.chewei and shikang went back to school and wang hong and i went to take bus.
wanghong went down at my bus stop as he was going rio's house.when we reached,rio was not at home and we waited for around 10 mins outside rio's house.i didnt go home yet coz i feel bad about leaving him standing outside all alone.then,rio called and asked him to go benedict's house.HAHA!!lol.

what we could have been, 9:31 PM.
Thursday, March 22, 2007

i have not been posting for many days this time round.well,in fact,it had been only 3 days since i last posted.so,here i am.but i will just give a brief one for the last fews days as i had forgotten many of the stuff.
on mon,i stayed back to practice for high jump and i managed to jump over 115 cm.
on tues,miss aljunied gave us a vocab test and i scored only 15/25,which i think it sucks.
after netball,went home with wang hong,since we were both taking the same bus,and he stayed back too for whatever reason.
on wed,which was ytd,we had our high jump tryouts.and i turned out to be a total fiasco and..it made me broke down into tears after that.i did not know what came over me at that moment.yes,i admit that i was nervous,but that was not the point!when it was our turn,i managed to jump over 90 cm.when it went to 100,i did not know what happened!!i kept u-turning when i reached the pole.maybe,i do no have the confidence or whatsoever.jeez~i just did not know what came over me then.it turned out ugly.a totaly flop,and i somehow feel...lousy or sth.many mixed feelings at that time after i had my 3 faults,and tears just started streaming down.lili,ke jin and meiling were there too and they kept comforting me.but the more they tried to comfort me,the more i cant control my feelings.argh~it was so embarrassing.i just cant figure out what happened.i mean,i managed to jump over 115 cm during practice but when the actual thing comes,i just could not do it.gosh~
anyway,yaping got first and im happy for her!great job!
todae,wanrong,mandy,weijie,ama,and i went j8 for lunch.ama and i went pastamania,while the rest went yoshinoya coz there wasn't any halal food,so i accompanied ama to pastamania.
after which,ama went home first,then the rest of us went to buy meisiew's present.took 410 back to school with mandy and weijie.they went back for comp.club and i went back to look for wanghong to go back together.wanghong wanted to wait for shawn,donaven and yongfeng,and he wanted me to wait and in the end,i ended up waiting for everyone.the guys were 'bullying' me all the way to the bus stop esp don.and they got 'beaten up' by me in the end.but they,bullying me,was more than me,hitting them.
stupid guys~

what we could have been, 6:25 PM.
Sunday, March 18, 2007

went to plaza sing again to collect my hp and my memory card didnt work so had to reformat and all the data were gone!!!
anyway,after which,we went to novena square and velocity but there wasnt anything much to shop.then,we went..erm..i forgot where we went after that.hehe.a lil blur today.very sleepy~
i forgot all about my eng vocab test tml.we have to pick out 35 words from the passage but the problem is,we do not know what are the 35 words.argh~stupid aljunied.
totally hate this.and...i am not going to study for it anyway.coz i totally do not have the mood to do it now.moreover,im quite sleepy.so,ain't doing it.so is sk.guess what?sk and i were talking bad about aljunied just now.haha.so funny.the things sk scolded were worse than me.and gross.haha.anyway,after scolding,we felt lots better.and im starting to dislike her.fancy giving us a vocab test and asking us to pick out words.jeez~
no offence btw.

what we could have been, 8:11 PM.
Saturday, March 17, 2007

in the morning,the air con ppl came to service our aircon around 9.30 and i had to wake up earlier.argh!so sleepy.
after they had left,my parents mopped the floor and around 1 pm,we went thomson plaza to pick up my sis from tuition.then,met up with my aunty,cousins and grandparents for dim sum.
after that,my parents,my sis and i headed for wisma,my sis and i bought an esprit blouse each and bought a pair of pants from samuel and kevin.hehe.they were having sale.later,we went to walk around and we came across this computer which was really cool.which i could have it~
around 4 plus or 5 plus,we went plaza sing to change my hp keypads coz they were peeling off.
but i had to leave my hp there coz they needed 4 hours to change.so we have to go back tml to collect it.huhu.no hp for today~

what we could have been, 10:18 PM.
Friday, March 16, 2007

my mom brought my sis and i to my grandma's house just now and went for lunch at the market with my cousins,grandparents,my sis and my mom after that.
sometimes,i wonder if things are really what it seems to be.or maybe,we are just reading too much into it?
sometimes,i do agree to what bc had said -life is boring.people say we sld live our live to the fullest each day like there is no tomorrow.but,how can we live life to the fullest when it is boring?
nvm.i totally do not know what im trying to say.
certain things feels so near yet so far.
perhaps,some things are just wishful thinking on our part(is this sentence correct?sound kinda weird?).

what we could have been, 2:47 PM.
Thursday, March 15, 2007

went back to school today for our chinese oral and it went quite..ok?well,i think it sucked actually.i was really,really nervous that i kept stammering when miss tew asked me questions.when we started our conversations topic,i kept ''er...er....er....er...er...er..." for many times.coz i wanted to say inconsiderate but i did not know why i forogot how to say it in chinese,so i just went "er..er...er...".luckily,there was this old guy looking for miss tew and she paused to talk to him or wadeva,and this gave me some time to think what i wanted to say.i think i might not do well for oral coz of the stammering and "er...er...er..." that killed me.
went j8 with mandy, shuyun and one of their friends for lunch.mandy and i went yashinoya and the others went mac.after which,we went popular and i went home after that.
i forgot to put on plasters before i leave the house so,now,my blisters became worse.huhu.
did my english homework just now but halfway through,i got really sian-ed by it and threw it oneside.so here i am now,blogging.heex.
the thing i found it sian about eng is the rephrasing part of the summary.this totally bores me.
i think im gonna rot after i finished blogging coz i really cant find any other things to do except to rot.i don't feel like doing my hmwk coz the eng had alr got me restless and i do not have any mood now to do any other leftover hmwk,including tuition hmwk.
now,there isnt any nice tv programmes and i do not feel like playing computer games.the only thing i feel like doing now is going out and just walk around shopping centres or wadeva but i cant find anyone accompany me,and i think my mom will keep nagging if i were to go out now.
so,can someone find me sth constructive to do other than rotting?
nvm.i think i shall force myself to do some tuition hmwk coz i might not have time to finish them if i were to keep dragging it.
lol.

what we could have been, 3:25 PM.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007

went out ytd with my mom and sis to plaza sing to catch a movie.we watched happily never after.it was quite a nice show.hehe.
i wore my noew shoes out and it gave me blisters!!and i had to go and buy a pack of plasters.troublesome~
we went j8 after show,my sis and i bought a shirt each from samuel and kevin.
had tuition in the morning and my tutor was late for an hour.lol.
ahhhhh!!!there's chinese oral tml!!!!eee!!!hope i'll do well.wish me lotsa luck!!!hehe.
o ya,i bought my nail jewels ytd.but they weren't exactly jewels.coz its not shiny shiny type.hehe.but sort of.nvm.i dun exactly know how to describe it either.
hehe.
anyway,check out this song.this ain't a sin,it's an arm's race by fall out boy.a cool song!
actually,i didnt really like it at first,but the more i hear it,the more i think it's a rather cool song.check it out!

what we could have been, 3:00 PM.
Monday, March 12, 2007

my cousins and grandparents came to my hosue todae and they went home after dinner.
had maths tuition in the afternoon.
ok..im feeling rather vexed now,bothered by sth and i do not know what is it.maybe i DO KNOW what is it.just that i do not know how to describe it.or maybe perhaps im thinking too much.
haiz...haiz...hiaz....argh~
vexed...vexed...and more vexed~
ok..i think im going nuts..i just stared into space for no reason while typing halfway.
i think i my mind is drifting away and i do not even realise it until just now.
argh~i hate this feeling!!i want this feeling to go away!!!!
can i just cry out instead?argh~~~~~~~

what we could have been, 8:16 AM.
Sunday, March 11, 2007

went my aunt's house to celebrate my 2 cousins' birthday.they held a birthday party.


after which,i went down to the market to get a hair cut.i turned out quite ok,just that my fringe was a lil short.i finished about half my hol hmwk.i did from 7 pm till 11 pm.omg.it was sooooo tiring.today is another boring day.and i stayed at home to do my tuition hmwk for tml.but i got restless after awhile.

nth much for now.


what we could have been, 4:06 PM.

btw,saw avril lavigne's new song on mtv.quite nice song.like it.

girlfriend:


what we could have been, 4:05 PM.
Friday, March 09, 2007

went to bishan home for the intellectually disabled ytd and mandy had a bad experience.poor mandy..wrong 'target'.
had our chem test todae and truthfully,it was quite diff.i think i lost some marks here and there.anyway,we got back our report book today.and i still feel rather depressed over my english result.F9!!!!!!!!!!!!!FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME!!!!
wanrong and sk are having camp todae.gonna miss them!!!lol.
went home after that,and around 3 plus,my mom brought my sis and i to the government thingy there to collect my sis's passport.and after that,we went j8 to walk around and guess what?!!!!i bought my shoe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I FINALLY BOUGHT MY SHOE!!!!!it cost my mom $34 plus.the design was quite nice even though the colour was not really the one i wanted.but i like it though.hehe.IM OVER THE MOON!!!!!!!!!!*clap clap*
went to eat kfc for dinner and went home after that.
yay!!i finally finished 2 of my hol hmwk todae!!i finished my chinese draft for compo and my chinese wkbk.hehe.
and im exhausted now.

what we could have been, 10:17 PM.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007

haven't been blogging for quite some time coz i have been rather busy with hmwk and studying for tests and stuff.im really starting not to like ms aljunied.i think she is somehow rather demanding and quite ridiculous at times.for example monday and ytd.she gave us 37 words to look up the meaning and construct sentences for each word on mon and expects us to hand it up on fri.guess what's worst?she gave us a compo to do ytd and also to hand in on fri.it's possible to finish them by fri IF we did not have any tests to study for.but the problem is,we have tests on thurs and fri!not only that,miss aw gave us hmwk to do and there were so many pages and we have to hand it up on thurs.omg.
luckily,i managed to finish up my compo ytd.but i stil have not touched on the vocab.jeez..what's wrong wif her man.
anyway,miss wong called my mom todae coz my mom wont be attending the teachers meet parents thingy.my mom is lazy.miss wong talked bad about me!!!and she said so many bad things!if she said one or two,i dont mind.but she does not have to be THAT cruel.
she told my mom that i talked during lessons.i mean,come on.not as if no one is talking during lessons.and not as if i talked alot.the amount that i talk is reasonable.and i dun crap during her lessons.although i talk during lesson,but i am paying attention as well!sheesh.
she also said that i use colourfull earrings.is she colourblind?i dont wear colourfull earrings.the earrings that i wear are almost the same colour.and they were dark colour,and not bright.unless its yellow.she also said that i wear coloured rubber bands to school.ok,fine.i admit that.but i don't anymore,ever since that mdm yong confiscated it.then,she also comment that my nails were long.i cut my nails ok?my nails are not really that long.it looks long bcoz the pink part is short.moreover,my nails were not over my fingers yet.
argh~
i finally finished my chinese hmwk jus now.so,now im left with chem and vocab.
o..ya..miss wong also said my fringe is long.i really hate this man.muz she comment so much?cant she just stop at 2 bad things instead of so many?
i felt rather depressed today when i got to know by grade for eng.in fact,i knew it when i got back my test paper.but at that point of time,i didnt know it was F9 until today.AHHHH!!!!!!!!!THIS STUPID ENGLISH RESULTS AND THAT ALJUNIED IS DRIVING ME NUTS!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS THE FIRST TIMES IN MY LIFE THAT I GOT A F9 FOR ENGLISH!!!!!i feel rather embarrassed to think that i actually failed my english when i come from an english-spoken family(not that its still eng-spoken now,coz my sis and i communicate in chinese sometimes).
it was either that teacher sucks,or my english has deteriorate.ahhh...this is really driving me nuts and making me depressed.
im not really confident for tml's physics test.and i feel bad that i cant help sk daddy much.

what we could have been, 9:49 PM.
Saturday, March 03, 2007

hmm..woke up around 11 plus todae,and studied after eating my breakfast.practiced for my amaths test on mon and read through the chem and physics notes.
i've decided to post the lyrics of my blog's song up.i feel sad whenever i hear this song.pondering over why would i feel sad when i hear this song for some time,but i still could not figure it out.however,i just love this song coz it's rather soothing.heex.
anyway,like the lyrics too.
btw,it was my daddy who found this song.hehe.

Till the end

All these precious moments
With you by my side
A figure from heaven
That’s holding me all night
I don’t know how I found you
I’m thankful that I have
And that I have a love so true
To hold to keep to share
In my heart
I can no longer hold inside all of the love
I used to hide
I’d always be with you until the very end
In this world there is no place I’d rather be
You are my life my soul my girl
And through it all I know you’ll come to see T
hat you’re the one ‘til the end
All my friends surround me
Say you’ll be gone too soon
Baby I’m going to make them see you
We’ll find our way back home
In my heart I can no longer hold inside all of the love
I used to hide
I’d always be with you until the very end
In this world there is no place I’d rather be
You are my life my soul my girl A
nd through it all I know you’ll come to see
That you’re the one ‘til the end
We’ll always be ‘til the end

what we could have been, 3:07 PM.
Friday, March 02, 2007

missed the pop inc chart again because of tuition.not sure if my sis watched it.have to ask her later.hehe.
anyway,we got back our redox reaction test.i got full marks!!!yay!!!twice!!!im so glad.but im still a lil sad because my daddy is feeling rather down and stress this few days.daddy,jiayou!
went home with steph after school.and i think that's that for todae.

what we could have been, 8:35 PM.
Thursday, March 01, 2007

had our e maths test todae and it went quite ok i guess?
went for lunch with weijie and wanrong caught up with us after her history supplementary.steph met up with us after her geo supplementry too.when we are on the way back to school,we saw p.wanling and she told us that netball was cancelled.argh~so,steph and i had to go all the way back to school to take our bags.after which,steph and i went j8 again because she wanted to buy a sling bag.went to zinc to see,but nth caught her eye,so went to mintoons.i wanted to buy my rubber band since mdm yong had confiscated mine.argh~~~~~~
but didnt know what i was thinking and didnt buy it in the end.i saw the nail thingy that i wanted but it was really ex!!!it costs aout $20.omg~*heart pain*

what we could have been, 8:12 PM.

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