i think i'm going to come down with a flu. but, anyway, that's not the crux of it.
sometimes i wonder what the hell is wrong with people. zzz.. simply getting agitated when i did not do anything or perhaps saying something which does not have any ulterior motives and any 'evil' meaning to it.
i'm just saying something which is the fact and i don't mean anything. it seems like i'm the only one at fault and i'm the ruiner of stuff that happened. but that's just how i feel about it. i don't know.
i just don't get it. must it look like we're foes and stuff. or maybe strangers that doesn't talk to each other anymore just because it happened. it's just so.. zzz.. i can't find the word for it.
okay, maybe i'm the one who initiated it. but that does not mean it's like totally my fault or anything. but anyway, just please stop interpreting what i say into criticism or anything. i don't mean it that way. just want you to know that. you've always said that you didn't have any true friends and all. but now, you found them and they are by you all along. so, i'm just glad you've found them/
and what did i do or say which made u think that i'd changed stuff or anything. not everything is my fault that things happened.
and, i'm not trying to insinuate anything. what i've said is just plain and simply. it does not have any hidden meaning or whatever you want to call it. i'm just glad you had found them, that's all. just that simply=)