27 jan 09
went for visiting again and i lost money while gambling>.<
anyway.i hate today.not because of me losing my money.but something else which i don't wish to talk about it.
seriously, i wonder what the f*ck is wrong with my parents, especially my dad..i have no intention on using the f word but i just can't help it.sorry guys.
i'm just super pissed off by them and upsetting my whole damn day.
i just had to cry out in one corner to vent my anger.i did not know what else to do.
I HATE IT!
what a shitty day.dammit.
maybe i should not curse on cny but i really need to let it out>.<
5 more days to quan's return!!i miss him to bits.
what we could have been, 7:31 PM.