i feel that i'm a total baddie.
the worst person ever?
i don't know.
i just know that i'm feel sick and terrible.well, not literally sick, just a figure of speech.
there's just this feeling which i don't really know how to describe.
seeing him in this state makes me feel horrible.it's like i've caused this to happen, which i really did.
but there are many things that can't be forced.
i'm sorry.
you can definitely find someone much better than me.
lili and sk kinda guessed it?
but i still don't think i should say it now?
well, maybe some other time.
i'm sorry for everything.
although i know that by saying sorry can't help or do anything, but, i'm really sorry.
hope you'll understand and i really wish to see you back to your usual self again soon.
what we could have been, 10:58 PM.