Friday, November 30, 2007

sk and i went to jalan pemimpin yesterday.there was a job offer that we saw in the newspapers.the uncle hired us immediately,however,the pay was..erm..quite little.we were supposed to wrap hampers and we were only paid a dollar plus just to wrap one.we calculated that it was rather little,so we went northpoint to look for mandy,wanrong and arthur,also at the same time,look out for some jobs.we had our lunch with wanrong and mandy.
my mom gave me 'problems'.AGAIN.it had me caught in between my mom and sk.
i'm really feel bad towards sk coz i kept delaying him from finding a job coz of my stupid mom.if it wasn't for me,he would have alredy gotten a job instead of being here with me stuck in a mess.arghh..i really dislike myself for being like this.i really do not want to keep delaying him.i feel soso bad about it.and rather guilty too.i really want all this stupid mess to stop or else i might end up hurting people like my mom or sk,which i seriously do not want that to happen.
arghhh..i really hope that we can get a job on mon.and my stupid 'camp' thingy is also another stupid problem that caused all these mess.jeez.i really hate this.
and i want it to STOP!!
i do not want to keep getting sk stuck in this stupid fiasco.coz i can really see that he needed a job urgently.and i'm also desperate for one.
i know that he doesn't blame me for all these,but i do not now what to say except sorry and thanks.
*terribly sorry for getting you stuck in all these.and thanks for waiting for me and not blaming me.i really didn't know things will turn out this way.i'm sorry.

what we could have been, 10:35 PM.