Saturday, June 30, 2007
i had my on oral thursday and it totally sucked.it sucks to the core alright!it turned out worst than i expected.jeez~i was really disappointed in myself.i was really nervous and appeared panicky.the moment i saw the passage,i was like "oh my god."the passage did not contain any dialogue at all.that's bad.what made it worst was the picture.the picture was kinda plain and quite difficult for me to describe and interpret.well,that was what i thought.ok,then,after i read to aljunied,she said that i was soft.however,i somehow think that she has hearing disorder.i thought that i read pretty loud enough for her to hear.after the picture and conversation,she gave me MORE comments.she said i was hesitant about what i wanted to say and i had minimal eye contact with her.i think i nearly died then when she gave me the comments.from my experience,the comments she gave were the worst.i mean,i find that she had sacarsm in what she said.they were really sacastic and i hate it.i hate people who give sacastic remarks.well,i don't really HATE them.i just do not like them and i HATE the remarks.nothing good comes out from her mouth.NOTHING.NOTHING AT ALL.absolutely nothing ok!even when she commented on my general performance in class.that was when i felt like giving her a tight slap.the things she said were really erm..hurting?well,it sort of pierced my heart at the point of time.they were SO sacastic that i could not take it anymore and instead of listening to what she said,i looked at sk at the pathway.he was waiting for me then.
after the whole damn thing,i told sk about what she said.he cheered me up and encouraged me to do better and not to be too bothered about what she said.he thinks that she was just trying to spite me.when i got home,i kept thinking about my oral.i didnt know why i could not get it off my head.it just kept hanging around in my mind and i was quite bothered about it.
friday,sk commanded during assembly.i think he was really cool and his voice was loud.honestly,i could not keep my eyes off him.haha.he said he was really nervous and he felt pressurizes standing beside mr goh.haha.after school,sk and i went ajisen to eat ramen and he accompanied me home after that.the ramen was really nice!haha.
today,i got lectured by my dad.i don't wish to talk about it here and it would really piss me off.i only told sk and he tried to cheer me up.
i'm really glad that he was by my side.sk is always here to cheer me up and encouraging me whenever i'm down.i'm really happy to have him here.hehe.thx sk!muacks!!
after the whole damn thing,i told sk about what she said.he cheered me up and encouraged me to do better and not to be too bothered about what she said.he thinks that she was just trying to spite me.when i got home,i kept thinking about my oral.i didnt know why i could not get it off my head.it just kept hanging around in my mind and i was quite bothered about it.
friday,sk commanded during assembly.i think he was really cool and his voice was loud.honestly,i could not keep my eyes off him.haha.he said he was really nervous and he felt pressurizes standing beside mr goh.haha.after school,sk and i went ajisen to eat ramen and he accompanied me home after that.the ramen was really nice!haha.
today,i got lectured by my dad.i don't wish to talk about it here and it would really piss me off.i only told sk and he tried to cheer me up.
i'm really glad that he was by my side.sk is always here to cheer me up and encouraging me whenever i'm down.i'm really happy to have him here.hehe.thx sk!muacks!!
what we could have been, 3:30 PM.
